Her Moonlight (edited )

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Ariana's p.o.v

The past three days have been great.

Kim and I are better and closer t and I think she's actually starting to enjoy being here.

But as far as my mental health goes, it sucks honestly

I have tried not to think about what nearly happened five days ago but I just can't

All the possibilites of what coud have happened if I didn't come to my senses are eating at me and I do not know how much more of it I can take

Plus, I can't even go in the downstairs bathroom without having a mental breakdown.

This shit sucks

"Babyyyyyy help me." my girlfriend screamed as she ran into my room, slaming the door and leaning up against it.

Gosh her laugh is like the air I need to breathe

Knock knock knock

She giggled and ran over to where I was sitting.

"Frankie's tryna catch me." She giggled

"You know you sound like a baby." I say looking up at her.

"HAHA I got you to look up to me." She said twirling.

"Only because I'm sitting." I say sticking out my tongue.

"Okay, love birds mom is calling us for lunch." Frankie said smirking at Kim.

"Please go out before me." She whispered

I laugh and head out the door, talking to Frankie so he couldn't catch her.

I don't even know who plays tag with a sprained ankle.

"What are we gonna do nowwwwww!" Victoria groaned, plopping down on the couch.

Lunch consisted of salad and burgers for the non-vegans like ew

My girlfriend looked deep in thought

"We can go by my old house, if y'all are down for it." She said, a faint blush creeping up on her cheeks.

"Definatly hun just let me grab my lip gloss." Vic said running upstairs as if she even needed the lipgloss

The drive to her house was only a few minutes.

I'm mad Court never wanted me to talk to her neighbours or friends.

Who knows, we could have been married by now

"Did you guys come to see me?" Court asked, sitting on the steps of her parents house.

"In you dreams looser." Kim said unlocking the front door.

Not gonna lie, the house was bigger than the rest in the neighbourhood and it still looked lived in.

Maybe she had people take care of it

But didn't she sell it?

I don't even know

"Ok so house tour." She said, fake smiling

I knew it would be hard for her, with all her memories and shit

So I push all my own problems out my head and grab her hand

She looked at me and smiled before turning back to the rest of the group.

"So this is the living room obviously." She said, laughing dryly

All I know is if she cries, I'm going to cry.