Her Moonlight (edited )

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Ariana's p.o.v

Honestly I didn't think being back in Manchester would bring back so many memories

"I can-can't." I said, grabbing onto Kim's shirt as I cried into it.

I don't feel like doing the show anymore

I don't feel safe here. And I have a bad feeling about tonights show.

"Yes babe. You can." She said soothingly.

I was backstage, had on my make-up, costume and already did the meet and greet but I just don't feel up to the actual show honestly

"Scooter can we cancel?" I begged him for like the second time today

Vic gave my a sympathetic smile and my girlfriend just hugged me

"Ariana as your manager, I can't do that even tho I know you don't feel up to it, you can't let your fans down." He said, walking out the door with some papers

I mean he has a point I guess

"Yeah I guess." I say sniffling.

Kim smiles and kisses me twice before talking.

"You don't have to do anything you don't want to but I know you'll do amazing."

I swear, I'm going to propose tomorrow, the whole crew already knows.

Obviously Kris and my parents know

All that's left is the ring.

She constantly proves that she loves me as Ariana the person not just because I'm Ariana the singer.

"I know babu and I love you." I say grabbing her by her shirt and smashing our lips together.

"No Onika, you can not come on stage and scream EVERYONE GO PRE ORDER MEGATRON then sing your side to side verse" I say

I honetsly have no idea what's wrong with my friends.

"Ariana, Normani just finished, you're on in five." One of the sound producers said

I grab my girlfriend and kiss her again before flipping my ponytail to the side and going to hug Court, Vic and Nicki.

It's been a tradition ever since the first day of tour that I hug all my friends before going on stage

It helps my mental health to know I have people supporting me especially when they mean so much to me.

"Alright guys let's go out there and rock that stage!" I yell into the huddle.

"And you, remember that I love you with all my heart." I tell Kim before skipping onto the stage.

Ok so you see, that bad feeling I had still hasn't gone away and I feel terrified but as of right now, I'm having alot of fun performing 7 rings.

We are just about to start God is a Woman and the crowd starts screaming

I smile at them and hear alot of frantic screams, for a second I thought I heard someone scream gun. lmao right?

Then alot of the dancers went over to one side of the stage and the screaming intensified, making the pit in my stomach grow.

I make my way over to them to see what was going on only to be pulled back by Courtney

Wait Court? She hates being on stage.

"What's going on!" I yell over the crowd.

She looked at me, sighed and pulled me back stage.