She's got me twisted. // B i l l i e E i l i s h

Chapter 18 /// Part 2

"Finneas! Can you get that already, I'm dealing with your sister!" Claudia shouted in response to the repeated banging on the door. Herself and Finneas has came over to relax with Billie before going to a promo event together, Levi was meant to go but since her storm out everyone is guessing Billie is going solo.

Rolling his eyes and placing down Levi's Xbox controller onto the coffee table he stood up and made his way to the door, pausing to have a look through the peep hole. "Uhm I would, but It's most definitely for Billie!" He shouted back with a small laugh.

Billie stomped out the room bare footed and frowning. "Dude what the fuck?" She said as she brought her hands to her hips. "I'd nearly convinced Claudia to get her belly button pierced."

"No she hasn't." Claudia yelled. Before either of the siblings could respond, they were interrupted by the banging on the door once again.

"You're gonna wanna get that." Finneas smirked before he went to the sofa and pressed continue on the game.

Rolling her eyes Billie walked over and twisted the handle open, swinging the door open forcefully. "The fuck are you—" She stopped her sentence as her heart melted at the sight of her girlfriend leaning on the door frame sucking on an ice lolly and holding another in her hand, stupid grin plastered all over her face. "Are you drunk?" Billie asked with a confused smile.

Levi squinted and thought for a second. "Yup. Can I come in? I brought ice lollies?"

"It's your place, fool." Billie said and pulled Levi's sleeve to pull her through the doorway.

Levi tutted and waved her finger in Billie's face. "Nuh-uh, it's our place now. Hey Finneas! Hi. Are you good my guy?" She smiled and stuck her fist out for a fist bump. Finneas laughed at Levi's over happy state before pulling his fist up and bumping knuckles with her.

"I'm good, dude."

"Awesome."

Billie rolled her eyes at Levi's goofy grin covering her face, only dropping when she would pause to suck on her ice lolly. Walking forward she grabbed her girlfriends hand and tugged her to their bedroom. "Come on, fool."

Levi allowed herself to be pulled. "Bye Fin! See you soon! Oh hey Claudia, you look pretty. Not that you don't always." She said as she shifted her attention to Claudia who was exiting the bedroom to give the two space.

"Looking good, Levi. Good luck, Bil." She whispered the last part to Billie with a smile.

Once the two were in the bedroom Billie shut the door and turned to face Levi who was standing in the middle of the room holding the lolly ice out. "Here. It's your favourite." Billie flashed a small smile at her girlfriend as she grabbed the ice lolly. "So, I was an ass. A big one. I shouldn't have gone off on you like I did."

Billie nodded in agreement with Levi. "Sort of a dick move."

Levi gasped and nodded. "I know right!? Like, what the fuck Levi. Bad Levi."

The girls fell in silence. One of them to occupied by the end of their ice lolly, the other not sure if she should take her girlfriends drunk apology as an apology at all.

"Wanna know a secret?" Levi said after a few minutes of silence. Billie didn't say anything but nodded instead. "So I didn't get angry because of what I said...well no, I did, but not because of exactly how I said. Wait, lemme start over. I got angry 'cause yeah sure, I didn't like that in the interview they couldn't wait to bring you up, And your fans finding out about the private Instagram blah blah blah, like yeah it annoyed me, but I don't care about that! That's silly. I love being your girlfriend. I knew that stuff would happen, y'know? You warned me about it. I wouldn't change anything about being with you. You're stuck with me, so, sucks for you."

Levi paused to take a breath and sit down on the bed. Patting on the seat next to her. "C'mere. Anyways. This is the secret bit, I got so pissed 'cause I don't know if game developing is what I wanna do. So I got super pissed at myself and was a turd and took it out on you."

Billie grew confused quickly. "Wait, hold up. I thought you loved game developing? You've worked so hard, you graduate soon!"

Levi nodded along with wide eyes and brought her hand up to her head and made an explosion noise. "I know right!?" Billie waited for Levi to continue, rolling her eyes when she got distracted by the radio playing softly in the room.

"Levi? Carry on. Explain."

Levi shrugged and shifted her attention back to Billie. "I don't know how to explain it. Like, it's just not enjoyable for me anymore. I dread doing my studying or working which I never did. The thought of doing it for a career is like, crushing...does that make sense? So yeah, I've been feeling like this for a while. But I thought I'd just push through it but in that interview I could think of literally a million places I'd rather be. I can't bare the thought of doing it for the rest of my life. And I sorta got so pissed that I took it out on you for a stupid ass reason. It's just...I've literally done this for as long as I can remember, so many hours work, so much studying, and now...I don't wanna do it anymore."

Billie nodded along, immediately forgiving her girlfriend and joining her on the bed, sitting next to her and lifting her hand up to run her nails through the baby hairs on her neck. "So what do you wanna do?"

Levi shrugged. "I don't know. And that's...it's fucking terrifying, y'know? Like I had this plan. And now I have no plan." Billie nodded along, standing up when she saw Levi let out a yawn.

"Lie down, mamas. We'll come up with a new plan. Together." Levi nodded in response and just shuffled her way up to the bed, resting her head on the pillows and immediately closing her eyes.

Pulling out her phone from her pocket, Billie sent a quick text to Finneas who was still in the living room telling him she was going to pass on the event tonight and keep an eye on Levi, locking her phone when she received a text back from him saying he'll cover for her. Locking her phone she placed it down and pulled her pants down and tugged her shirt off, leaving her in panties and a small vest before hopping in to bed next to her girlfriend, resuming her actions of running her nails over Levi's scalp.

"Mmmm. Did you get nails on today?" Levi asked, eyes still closed.

"Mmmhmmm. Why?" Billie asked, waiting for her to complain that she reminds her of Edward Scissorhands.

"Feels nice." Levi mumbled.

Billie smiled. "Go to sleep baby."

"Okay dokie. Love you."

Before Billie could respond there was already soft snores coming from Levi's mouth.

Billie carried on her movements for a few more minutes, taking in the site of her sleeping girlfriend before leaning down and leaning her head on the taller girls shoulder. "You told me a secret so I'm gonna tell you one, okay?" Billie whispered, pausing for a second to see if there was any response from Levi. After no response she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.

"I think I might be pregnant."

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Guys I just need you to trust me okay?

I have plans people don't worry. There's also not loads of this story left, probably done by Christmas?

Wasn't too keen on this chapter, but anyway I wrote it I wasn't keen on it. Oh well, you guys have waited long enough.