LOVING THE STRIPPER (Published Under TDP Publishing House)

STRIP 27- HATE ME, LOVE ME.

GULF'S POV

I maintain my calm composure even though I am shaking inside. I walk with pride to the table where Mew is already sitting.

His stares are on me and I felt like he is stripping me by his gazes. Damn this man, how can he do this to me. After seven years.. I cant deny that he is still the one.
But I will still make him suffer for making me depressed on those years.

"Hi, How long have you been here?" I greet at him but his actions surprised me when he got up and pulled the chair so I can sit, hmm.. He is always gentleman.

"A few minutes early. I already ordered, I hope your favorite food didn't change?" He ask me while looking straight at my eyes.

"Nope, So you still remember." I crooked a bit, I feel something touched my heart.

"I remember everything about you.. Even every part of you, every pores and every moles on your body.. I didn't forget because it keeps on haunting me in my sleep". His voice is husky while saying those words.

I almost choke on my own saliva.
"Ahmm.. Really."

Fuck. I need to fight back, He is clearly seducing me. I didn't came here to be caught off guard!

"Collect yourself together Gulf!"
I scold myself in my mind.

"I must say that we are the same.. I still memorized everything on you, your muscles your veins.. Anything." I batted my eyelashes while looking at him.
"Shall we eat now instead of eyeraping each other?"

"Or can I eat you later?" He smirk.

Damn.. He's really on it.

"We'll see about it." I started to eat the pork chops with basil in my plate.
"So how have you been Attorney?"

"You're so formal.. It's not like we dont have a past or what.. Call me the usual endearment you have for me before."

I secretly curse. This is bullshit.
But I maintain my calm expression.
"You mean, Dhie? Daddy? Daddy Panda?" I seductively bite the pork on my fork and its juices trailed on my mouth which I licked slowly. I saw him gulp and breathe loudly.

How long you can hold your thirst Attorney.

"That's a lot more better, baby." he smirk at me while he sip his wine.

Now it's my turn to be off guard again.
But I still keep calm.
"You didn't answer my question.. How have you been Daddy?"

"I've been in hell, I guess you already knew.. Our business is just related. So.. Why you call for this sudden meeting?"

"Hmm.. This is actually not a business related meeting.. I just want to catch up for the lost times.. You know.. To have a little bonding with you.." I smiled at him.

"Hmm.. Is that so.. But why my instinct is telling me the opposite." His serious face had me stunned.

"W-what d-do you mean?!" I stuttered.

"Why does my mind keeps on telling me that you are here because you want to get even on what I did to you back then?!" He dropped his fork and knife on his plate.

Hence, he is somehow true.. But I really want to have him back. Really bad. But how I will do it without thinking of hurting him?

"Don't worry though..." he said again as he put his arm on the table.

" Huh?!"

"Even if you want to get revenge on me.. I will allow you... I deserved it.. Hate me. Make me an instrument of your revenge.. Use me.. I'll am willing to worship you if needed.. Ask me anything and I will answer.. Just.." I saw him squint his eyes.. "Just.. I.. I.. I  want to make up for the time.. The long time that we are not together.. Those times that we were both in hell.. Baby... Can you accept me back? Please?" He said, his voice is quivering.. Like he is suppressing his emotions.

"I know.. You are confused why I let them manipulate me for years.. I have reasons.. And I have plan too and I will let you know when the right time comes.. If you want to make them fall, I'll help you.. I'll be with you.. Just.. Just.. Accept me back."

I shook my head. And I saw his shoulders hang low. He's disappointed.

"You wont ask if I still love you before begging me to accept you back?"
I silently smirk when I saw him look at me.. His eyes was painted in pain.

Ahh... So fulfilling.. Seeing him looks like me seven years ago, seeing his hurt expression..
It feels nice.. But deep inside.. I am also hurting.

Seeing him in pain, pained me aswell.

"So.. Ahmm.. You mean you don't love me anymore?" He asked slowly.

"I told you, ask me." I mocked him.

"Are you still in love with me?" In all bravery.. He managed to ask.

"I still love you Daddy." I said. My tears was now trailing in my face. Damn.. This is not my plan.. This is not how it supposed to be.. Now I opposed my own plan. My plan of making him suffer and hurt him.

Guess that I will always be soft when it comes to him.

I saw his eyes sparkle in delight. I am doomed.

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Next chapter is the SMUT.

SORRY BUT YOU REQUESTED TO NOT LET NATTARINE HURT MEW. SO HE WONT GET HURT.. SO FAR.. 😭
MARUPOKK AKO EH.
BUT I Can't PROMISE SOON.

PREPARE FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER 😃😃