' I don't play any sports,
How can I play when even walking makes me wheeze?
I don't have friends,
How can I, when I can't even make a complete sentence without stuttering?
I am not cool,
Have you seen my wardrobe?
I suck at my studies,
I mean who gets Ds and Es in all their tests?
Me!
I am a disappointment to my parents,
Well, they pretend am not but I know I am.
I have the worst handwriting in the world,
My letter r is the same as v,my a the same as o.....see,disappointment.
I have chronic anxiety.
My hand feels like it gains an extra 10 kilos when I want to ask a question in class.
Oh! Don't forget I stutter so that makes it ten times worse.
I don't have a pet.
Every pet I've had,ran away.
I mean,am I that bad that even animals hate me?
I don't have a desk mate in any of my classes.
I like it like that,but still,am I that bad that no one wants to seat next to me?
Will they catch the ' weird,awkward,stupid,ugly,disappointing kid who has no future virus? '
I don't even have followers on my social media.
I created an account using a different name,but guess what?
They can smell me from across their screens.
I don't even go to the park.
As soon as am sighted,the whole park clears.
It's not like I'll trample on all of you!
Oh,did I mention that I look like a foot ball?
Well,at least that's what my school mates say.
See,all round disappointment.
But don't worry,I'll be no more of an all round disappointment when am gone. 'Those were the words a father found in his son's diary after he committed suicide.
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