From Thoughts To Words

...sadly ever after.

Today I woke up with a sadness in me,
Not the sadness that will go away in a while,
But sadness that has knit itself together with every part of my being,
A forever type of sadness,
An, I will be with you until the end type of sadness,
A, You never have to worry about being alone type of sadness,

A sadness that will watch from everywhere waiting for every other emotion to go away so that it can come back,
It won't really be gone, but it is not selfish,
It will let me feel happy,
But I will always feel its presence beneath everything,

When I lay down to sleep, we will talk about how my day or night was,
And the moments we had together,
The memories we made,
Over time, it will be a routine,
Just two buddies having a good time.
A good time until forever,
And they will live sadly ever after.

3.2.2022.