Bowers Gang preferences And Imagines

PH cheater pt:3

Patrick pulled me behind the hotel. I was terrified. Knowing how psychotic Patrick was as a kid was bad enough but know we're older it probably got worse. I tore his hand off my mouth. I could hear his breath going as fast as mine "if you don't let me go I will scream" I felt him hold up something to my back "you do that I'll blow your guts out" I started to whimper, scared what he would do. "F-fine what do you want" he started to chuckle "not much but first I want to know what you want" he started to rub the gun in circles around my back "I want you to let me go" he laughed more "be realistic and fast I'm getting impatient with you" does he seriously want to know what I want

"Well I want to travel the world, to finally get a promotion, and I want to go to that grand hotel in Washington that was opened recently" he kept rubbing the gun around my back "good, good, we can do all of that together. We can  travel the world together, I can help you get that promotion, and I'll find a way to get into that grand hotel" his hand started going under my shirt "well now I know what you want, here's what I want, I. Want. You. To leave. Your family and run away with me so we can start over" I thought over what did he mean my family. Then I remembered f/n and his kids. I started to laugh and he tensed up "you mean f/n, no. He's married to someone else and those aren't my kids either he just came with me to visit." Patrick took his hand out of my shirt and lifted the back with the gun. The tip of the gun hit my back and I could feel the cold end. "Well then it should be easier for you to leave, right" was I going to be kidnapped "Patrick, listen I don't know what's going on inside of your head but what happened years ago was your fault and no matter what you do you can't change the past or recreate what we had" he pushed the gun harder into my back. "No it was your fault, you left if you had just stayed none of this would happened none of what happened to me would have happened! God your so fucking selfish did you not think what would happen to me if you left!" The gun was pushed into my back so hard it felt like it was tearing some skin. "I'm the selfish one! No did you not think that cheating on me would be the reason for mine and yours misery! You know what not everything that Is wrong with your life is everyone else's fault" he pushed me down to the ground

My stomach and hands scraped against the pavement. He put the gun up to my head. "You really are stupid" he was laughing. Right now I don't want to die "fine Patrick if you want a second chance so damn bad I will give you a second chance. Only on a few requirements" it was silent I could hear some cars drive by. "What is the requirements sweetie" the gun pushed my head down onto the ground "first I'm not running away with you, second you need to get some therapy" he moved the gun away from my head "that sounds like too much" "I won't tell anyone about this I will go out with you again but please get some therapy" he stood up "and if you tell anyone about this I will kill  you,  f/n, and his kids."