Cheat [Seungjin]

[16]

✅Revised

Hyunjin woke up to his phone ringing.

"Morning?"

"Morning sweatie, are you ready for today? I'll be there in an hour."

Hyunjin groaned and turned around.

"Sure, I'll be ready."

He forced himself to get up and get dressed, but he had no idea what to wear, he didn't really care anyway.

He took a shower and slipped into some white jean, a balck shirt and a black jacket. He put some makeup on, specially in his neck and then turned to go downstairs, when his gaze stopped on the yellow hoodie he had washed last night.

That was a bad idea.

But he still changed into black ripped jeans, dressing up quicker than ever, and took of his jacket, wearing the hoodie instead.

He put the black one under the sheets again before leaving, his girlfriend already calling him again.

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He found himself carrying bags and walking around random stores while his girlfriend chose clothes after clothes, asking him what he thought from time to time.

His mind wandered anywhere BUT there, sometimes slipping to the afternoon before, his breathing immediately getting faster every time he remembered it.

He had given someone a blow job.

This time he hadn't been drunk.

"Babe!", he finally woke up from his thoughts and looked at the girl, her lips in a pout. "Did you hear me?"

"No, sorry, I was thinking about something."

"What?", she smiled, only then Hyunjin noticed they were at the men's section of the store.

"Something I have to do for school, don't worry. What are we doing here?"

She stared walking, randomly touching sweaters and shrugging

"Thought we'd take a look, see if there's anything you like because you seem to be getting lazy."

He stopped walking.

"Lazy?"

"Hyunjin, baby, that isn't your color, also, the hoodie is just ugly, you should give it to some charity and buy new clothes."

Hyunjin scoffed.

"Yeah, no way, I'm keeping it."

Her mouth dropped and the guy understood it right away.

"You didn't need to get so pressed, babe, sorry. It's just a hoodie why are you so defensive?"

Hyunjin rolled his eyes.

"Whatever, can we go eat now? I'm starving."

They walked in silence to the food area and chose their lunches, carrying the trays while trying to find a spare table.

"Oh, look! It's Changbin and Felix! LetMs sit with them!"

Hyunjin's eyes widened as he saw the two guys sitting side by side in a four places table.

"N-no! What if they are waiting for someone already?"

"Then we ask, don't be like that, it's your bestfriend and mine."

Hyunjin had no choice but to follow her.

"Felix is your bestfriend?"

"Well, I never asked him if we were, but he is the guy I talk to the most, after you. Don't fell jealous."

She winked at him while they got close to the table.

"I'm not.", he meant it.

As soon as she giggled both of them looked up, both of their mouthes dropping. Changbin eyed Hyunjin and his expression closed, making the older fell terrible. Felix also glared at him, but smiled softly at his girlfriend.

"Hi guys! Do you mind if we sit with you?"

"Ahm... sure, we're almost leaving though."

"It's okay, Felix, when you leave we leave."

Hyunjin sat down, looking down at his food while the girl started a random conversation with the freckled guy about some class they apparently had together. At a certain point, Hyunjin looked up to find Felix staring at him with a curious gaze, he moved his head as if asking what he was thinking but the guy just shrugged.

After that he kept trying to make eye contact with Cahngbin, but the guy just payed attention to his food.

"Oh, it's Lisa!", Nara almost shouted, waving at her friend. "I'll be back in a minute, guys, I forgot her birthday so I need to go and apologize really quickly."

As soon as she left the table Hyunjin bit his lip, playing with his hands on the table.

"Well, this is wierd."

Felix scoffed.

"It's only wierd because you made it."

"Felix...", Changbin looked at him and the two seemed to have a conversation through their eyes, which made Hyunjin sadden even more.

They used to do that.

Now Felix was taking his place.

But he had brought it on himself.

Hyunjin layed back in the chair, pulling the paws of the hoodie to his hands, under Changbin's sudden worried gaze, as he remembered Hyunjin's struggle.

Had he cut again?

He wasn't there to help now, who did he even have?

"Hyunjin?", the taller lifted his head to look at Felix. "I've been thinking about this since you got here and I need to ask."

"Y-yes?"

Felix stared right into his soul, making the boy shiver.

"Why do you have Seungmin's hoddie on?"

Guess what I started working on today :)

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