Cheat [Seungjin]

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"Hyunjin...", the said boy turned around in bed, staring at him. Small tears covered the younger's eyes.

"Min? What's wrong?"

The taller immediately sat up, turning the light on the night stand on. He scoot closer to Seungmin and leaned over him, laying of his elbows. The younger was laying facing the ceiling, his tears would not stop. Lips pressed in a thin line and refused to look at Hyunjin, even when the older tried to hover over him to lock their eyes.

"I'm sorry."

"Seungmin, you're scaring me, what's wrong?"

The younger sighed.

"I think we should go back to being strangers."

Hyunjin's world fell down, his heart stopped as he heard those words, a sudden weight fell on his shoulders and tears started forming on his eyes.

"What? W-why?", his voice cracked, getting Seungmin's atention.

"You're crying?"

"Of course I'm crying Min, what the hell do you mean by that?" he shivered when the younger caressed his cheek, holding his hand before he could take it away.

"I tried with everything I have, Jin, I swear but I...", he started sobbing. "I can't a-and y-you'll hate m-me again..."

"Min...", Hyunjin pulled him to his chest, hugging him tight, even if the younger didn't hug back. He calmed down a bit but then lifted his head, pushing his chest down and trying to get away.

"Stop this, stop being so caring, stop pretending you care about me!", he lifted his voice, not caring if he woke up his mom or not, his vision blurred.

Hyunjin's mouth dropped.

"Fuck, Seungmin, I do fucking care about you! What the hell are you saying?"

"N-no. Stop that...", Seungmin burried his face in his hands and what he said next destroyed Hyunjin inside. "I know I'm just one more random person and you'll get tired of me someday and I-I can't d-deal with that..."

Hyunjin lifted the younger's head and made him face him, tears also rolling down his cheeks.

"Seungmin..."

"No, don't, please just... l-let's just sleep and t-then I need to get away from you."

Hyunjin saw as the younger laid down, back turned to him. He groaned, growing annoyed and pulled him aggressively, hovering over his body and sitting on his lap. Seungmin's red eyes widened at the position while Hyunjin pressed his wrists to the bed, completely trapping him.

"Why do you need to get away from me.", he basicly growled.

"Because of this! I can't....", he let out a breathy laugh. "My heart can't take this."

Hyunjin's face softened, he let go of Seungmin's wrists and cupped his face, leaning down until the only thing that Seungmin could see was his face.

"Kim Seungmin, I' not letting you go. Ever again."

"Hyunjin, please, you don't understand..."

"You like me. Right?" Seungmin panicked, closed his eyes and tried to push Hyunjin but the latter managed to keep him down. "I hope you do. Because I can't live without you, Min."

"W-what?"

Hyunjin smiled at his widened eyes.

"I... fucking I fell in love with you Seungmin, there's nothing that can take that back, now.", the younger finally stopped fighting against him, letting his hands slowly fall by his side. "I fell in love with you back when we were kids, I slept with your hoodies and cried when I couldn't see you. I fell in love with you again, with you and your hoodies and you smile and everything that comes with you." He leaned down and shot him a shy smile, whispering. "So don't try to push me away, I won't ever let you go."

Seungmin pulled his neck down without thinking anymore about it, their lips finding each other between sobs, salty tears and spilled feelings. Hyunjin laughed into the kiss and rolled them in the bed, so they could stay side by side instead. Seungmin pushed his body closer to Hyunjin's, just wanting to feel him, knowing he was real.

When they pulled away, Seungmin hugged Hyunjin's neck and cried on his shoulder.

"Fuck. Can I say something crazy?", Hyunjin kissed his shoulder.

"Spit."

"I love you, Hyunjin."

The latter pulled a bit away from the hug, only to stare right into Seungmin's eyes when he spoke.

"I love you too Seungmin, even if it took me years to realize."

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Chan laid on the bed of his apartment, heart racing as he woke up from that dream.

The same dream again.

He could still feel Jeongin's hands through his body as if it had been real. His breath on his neck and he had a weird sensation on his lower parts.

He groaned as he realized his boner.

Again?

He sighed and looked at the time. 03:00 am.

Great, just great.

He lazily walked to the bathroom and began touching himself, letting small moans escape his mouth. Everything was going great until Jeongin's image appeared in his mind again.

What the fuck.

He tried to stop, he wanted to be disgusted, but he only felt better, the moans becoming louder and the pleasure increasing. He had to bite his tongue not to man the boy's name as he came, remembering how hot he had been that day in the bathroom.

He panted, cleaning up, and grabbed his phone.

"What the fuck man, it's three in the morning what do you want."

"Can we meet tomorrow? I really need to talk."

"Sure, whatever."

He sighed and drifted to sleep again, his dream full of that same boy again.

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