Sanders Sides x Reader Stuff

Royal AU: Prince Remus x Royal reader: Trade Part 2

Thank you so much for reading and sorry it's been like, so long, stuff's been happening, and I really haven't been writing until tonight, so I really hope it's good and not too half baked. I worked really hard on this one, and I'm pretty nervous and really hope you like it! as always please keep comments clean and Patton-friendly!

Please let me know if you want a part 3!

Warnings: Talk/Mention of death, blood, slight gore, murder, killing, Mentions of Remus being a touchy little stanky boi but not too bad, blowing up, mean words, crying tears and angst.

(please let me know if you find anymore and I will add them!)

the cool winds blew all around as you sat the on the bench outside, that's something you'd have to get used to, no wonder all the dark princes wore long sleeve shirts. it's been... 4 weeks since you watched Roman to be tossed skidding across the cobblestone, 4 weeks since Remus has basically grown like another limp, staying with you at every moment he could. constantly watching, smiling, holding you softly.

he was there in the mornings, at any meal, ever second of the night, watching you a sleep took you once again, shaking with nightmares, waking up only to Remus petting your hair, that evil, disturbing smiling playing on his face as he whispers against your ear, asking about your dreams, yet you never told him

you'd never tell him about the memories of Emile bleeding out, every night, Remus kicking his side as Emile let out a weak cough, before staring at you with lime green eyes. no matter how you tried to save Em, you couldn't. you didn't. 

you had found yourself growing closer to the other princes, talking and hanging out with Virgil and his

Remus daily question, his hug around your torso from behind as he rested his chin on your shoulder as he whispered in your ear once again, his mustache brushing and ticking slightly, as hi breath smelled of... sharpies and vinegar

"how are you today my lovely? you having a pleasant 24 hours? you should enjoy them." his question, that one question, so similar, feeling the same as when he  would walk over, putting an arm over your shoulder, and look into your eyes with his rich, chocolate brown ones.

"how you how do? are you having a day, or a not so day?" 

everything building up and crashing like a seastorm in a glass bottle, smashing against the inside and spraying against itself as the glass starts cracking, as you'd turn looking into eyes, deeper brown than emiles, more like charcoal when next to his ashy completion. you'd fake a smile, say it was wonderful here in the palace, but today you couldn't. your bottle breaking. the glass splintering before your eyes.

"I don't wanna talk about it Remus." you grumbled softly, half attempting to pull out of his grip even if you knew you couldn't, you had tried, but... dang those arms were strong. as you felt the glass breaking more and more, as if a single breath would cause it all to come crashing loose.

"don't wanna talk about what? your deepest envies, your secret murders? I'd cover for you in a heartbeat." Remus whispered as your bottle shattered, you turning around in his arms, and punching his face hard.

"why can't you freaking get a hint, you hideous creature! I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna be yours, I freaking hate you with every cowardly fiber in my being! why can't you understand that?" you screamed, assuring the entire castle would hear you, as you rammed your elbow right into his chest, managing to pull out of his arms and bolt for the door

"I... you KILLED Emile, and I'll never forgive you, you Monster!" you screamed, throwing your show at his face before running, now... you didn't exactly know where you were running, but it didn't matter, hallways seemed to twist and turn as you continued, still running but gasping for breath as you reached the room, the room at the top of the stairs, the room over looking the ocean, the place you'd last seen your hope, the place you'd said goodbye. home

hours seemed to pass as the thunder from the inner sea storm subsided, replaced with tears, a downpour, as you sobbed, wondering what he'd do, did you even remember his voice anymore? how he spoke? did you remember his touch, his hugs when you cried, or his soft singing to help you calm down? would all that would be stuck in your memory be holding his head in our lap, combing your fingers through his hair as he died?

a hand brushing your shoulder broke you thoughts as you head snapped you to look, that touch was like Emiles, the stare the black and yellow clad prince watching you, emotionless except for his eyes.

"to be fair Remus was asking for it, but you didn't have to... be so... brash." Janus silky voice added, the way he sat down next to you, both of you staring out the window, the sunset reflecting off the water, as the colors danced

"why should I care, I don't care. I don't care about him, or you, or... or... he's a murderer." you sobbed out, staring at Janus with a cold fury in your eyes, fists clenched as Janus eyes widen a bit.

"you're... gonna have to be more specific." Janus started off slowly.

"I'm never gonna love the person who murdered EMILE, Remus murdered Emile, and I couldn't-" you spoked, anger evident in your voice as it cracked, your fists clenched, tears racing down your cheeks like the race down a window.

Janus' gaze fell with confusion before everything seemed to click. his face grew stiffer as he stared into your eyes, scanning for something, any ounce before he stood up. walking to gaze out the window from a higher vantage point

"let me tell you a story, there was once a set of brothers who traveled to another kingdom, to take what was rightfully theirs, a selfish king ruling over the land, and injustice everywhere, the three brothers set out, having attempted to make peace in the pass but being sent out, now thirsty for blood, and a word with the king." Janus said, looking at you from the corner of his eyes, before his gaze moved back to the ocean

"one was ruthless, the other cunning, and the third chaotic, as the roamed, settling this injustice, and the ruthless one, hurt anyone who was in his way. they arrived at the castle shortly, when they saw.... someone running from the doors, over to this young man who got in the way. the Ruthless one raised his sword ready to take another life... yet... he was stopped." Janus said, still staring out the window as you stood up.

"I believe you should give Remus a second chance, Remus saved your life, and to set the record straight, I killed Emile." Janus said guiltily, before he walked out of the room, you just staring after him. so many emotions, but the biggest being... guilt for how you treated Remus

"Tell... Tell Remus where I am." you said softly, as Janus turned a bit, nodding as you sat back down, continuing to watch the sunset, thoughts flooding your mind, you'd fallen into the seastorm if your head, you drowning in emotion

soon enough a soft hand on your shoulder as you looked up into the deep eyes of Remus, puffy a bit from crying but him just staring as you stood up, leaning over and hugging him, resting in his embrace, the need for comfort, for a friend, for a lover, all so strong, and here Remus was right here...

little did you know that you weren't alone in that scene, for far across the ocean a black clad figure stood, on the hull of a ship. his sash torn, he didn't care anymore. he didn't care, raising a dark crown to his head.

"I'm coming for you, my dear" Roman voice cried out against the wind, a storm was rolling in, and it was going to be ferocious.

Thank you so much for reading, and I really hope you liked it, I've been working on this one for a few weeks yet it wasn't coming along til today, so I really hope you like it! I'm so sorry about not writing as much, I've been having awful writers block, and on top of my computer slowly dying, having very little free time where my brain can write, and just life, I am very sorry, I have no idea when the next update will be, as I'm going on vacation soon, and have no idea if that will help, or if I'd not write, probably a bit of both, but I really hope you like it! as always the artwork isn't mine so please give credit to the amazing artist! as always please don't hesitate to request, I just published a list in the last chapter, so it'd be super helpful if you could request there! Please remember you are loved and special!

Have a Fantastic Day

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