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How do you tell someone you love them?

How do you tell him you want to be forever bound to him?

How do you say he still makes your heart skip despite thousands of visit?

How do you tell him to never let you go?

How do you say "I love you, and I never want to be part from you"?

How do you love someone?

How do you know you love someone?

The concept of love has been ruined for me, I've been waiting for the butterflies and thunder strikes and firestorm, but none, none.

I have felt none of these cliche and overused stuff

But, I feel, oh I feel too much

The intensity, and burning in my chest

The uncomfortable comfort

It's not butterflies and fireworks, it's . . .
It's unexplainable, inexplicable.

It's like the fusion of the sun and the moon

Which is stupid, because there has not been a fusion of the sun and the moon, it's highly unlikely, this feelings has never been felt before, highly unlikely.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

But how do I tell you?

How do I say it?

How do I make myself to believe it?

How do I make peace with the fact that I love you?

How does it sink in?

I love you, your perks and downsides

Your annoying shits and your beautiful shits

Your contagious happiness and your contagious sadness

I love your joy and your pain

You made me fall so fast, I do not understand

But how do you love something that's fleeting?

Someone that's fading so fast.

How do you get used to the fact that he who you love shall soon fade away?

Teach me, teach me how to do it

Teach me how to love wholely and lovely, teach me how to love him even if I know he'll soon leave

Because I love him, and he's leaving soon.

_____ ellie a. o.

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