Haikyuu Oneshots

MatsuHana ✨Fluff✨

This chapter is based on a couple of super cute song lyrics💕😁👍

Hanamaki Takahiro and Matsukawa Issei were always together. They were Makki and Mattsun. They were the meme team. They were definitely more than just friends, it was plainly obvious to everyone. The 'subtle' touches and whispers. The always showing up late to class with their clothes and hair in a mess. The7minutesinheavenincidentatOikawa'sbirthdayparty-ehem. 

But today was different. They weren't talking. They weren't taking pictures of Kyoutani with stupid filters on. The tension in the room was so thick and everyone else noticed it. During the day in class they didn't speak and at practice, they didn't even look at each other.

"What the fuck happened?" Oikawa asked Iwaizumi.
"I dunno, they've been like this all day. Do you think they fought?"
"Them? Makki and Mattsun? Are you serious? They never fight."
"Then explain their behaviour."

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In reality, Hanamaki wanted to talk to Matsukawa so bad. But he had been too afraid too. This morning before school, he received a text from him, and at first, he thought it was a joke but,

Issei
don't talk to me
stay away from me
leave me alone

Takahiro
wth????
real funny bro
did someone wake up on the wrong side of the bed this morning lol

Issei
I'm serious Hanamaki, dont

Takahiro
Hanamaki? u haven't called me that since the first yr
whats wrong??
fight with your dad again??

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He was confused but still thought it was a joke, but when he tried to talk to Matsukawa this morning when he first arrived at school, he was told the same thing. Matsukawa's emotionless expression actually scared Hanamaki. What the hell was going on? He thought they were fine.

He had been stealing glances at the raven all day, but every time he looked, Matsukawa was always looking in the other direction, never once did he try to talk or just explain his behaviour. Hanamaki kept sending texts and memes to him, but he never even opened them.

He couldn't help but think he did something wrong. 

But after practice he couldn't take it any more and forcefully dragged Matsukawa into the club room, locking the door behind him. The raven just glared at him, his eyes dull and his mouth wasn't even in his usual playful smirk. 

"What the fuck 'Hiro? Leave me alone, I already told you," he grumbled and tried to move past Hanamaki but he stopped him.
"No, what the fuck? Why? What the fuck did I do? Why are you ignoring me and treating me like this?"
"Just drop it."
"No! You asked me out yesterday and now today you're blowing me off like I'm nothing!"
"That was a joke, me asking you out was a joke. Did you seriously think I liked you like that?"

Hanamaki's body suddenly felt weak, he felt as if he were about to collapse.
"B-but...everything we've done...we've kissed and touched and-other stuff...you're lying! You wouldn't do all that shit if you didn't like me that way!"
"I don't like you. You made all that up in your dumb head."
"Then...what the hell are we?" Hanamaki asked, his voice cracking as he tried to hold back the tears, Matsukawa was still staring at him with that stupid emotionless face.

"We-"
"Tell me we aren't just friends! Just friends don't do all that!" he screamed, cutting Matsukawa off. 
"We are just friends 'Hiro. Nothing more. But you're creepily clinging, that's why I've been avoiding you," Matsukawa replied coldly.
"This doesn't make any fucking sense Issei! Wh-why? Y-you said you loved me," he sank down to his knees as he whispered the last part. 
"I don't love you. We're just friends, but if you think we're any more than that then...our friendship is over...bye."

Matsukawa walked past him and out the door, clenching his fists and forcing himself to not look back and tell him everything he said was a lie.

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(Last Night, Matsukawa Household)
(Matsukawa's POV)

I couldn't stop smiling to myself as I worked on my homework. 'Hiro said yes. He said yes! I've been too scared to ask him out but I finally had the courage to do it after school today. God, I love him. I needed to do my math homework but I couldn't stop looking at his adorable selfies that he sends me. Today has been perfect. 

Until it wasn't. I heard my father before I saw him. His loud voice always made itself known. I quickly turned off my phone and made it look like I was working really hard on my homework just as he walked into my room. 

"Oh good evening father, it's nice to see you."
"Don't even speak to me you little shit. Guess what I found out today?"

USE OF THE F SLUR SKIP TO THE END IF YOU WANT TO!!!

A million thoughts raced through my mind. Did he find out I drank some of his alcohol? I accidentally put the more expensive brand of bread? I did the fuck boy lip bite in front of the principal? Oh shit, is it Takahi-

"I thought I told you to get over your little disgusting f*g phase!" 
My eyes widened and I felt myself instinctively moving back.
"I-I am! I don't know what you're talking about!"
"Oh really, then what's this?" he pulled out his phone and showed a picture I posted of me kissing Takahiro's cheek a few days ago. Looking at the account I realised I accidentally posted it to my public account that my family is on rather than my private one for friends. Shit! How could I make a mistake like this?

My father leaned in close, my body tensed, would he hit me? It's been years since he's done that, usually he just threatens me. 

"Listen here you little f*ggot, you are not going to speak to this boy ever again, you hear me? I will be telling all your teachers and your coach to let me know if you two even interact. And don't think I won't find out boy, because I will."
"B-but father! Why does it even matter who I like? It's not like it affects you!"

He suddenly raised his hand and I flinched, "Keep talkin' boy, and you will be so bruised you won't even be able to pick up a pathetic volleyball."
"...yes father."
"Good, now don't come out of your room, in the morning, text that f*ggy boy that you won't be talking to him and then give me your phone."
"Yes father."

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I waited until he was out of the room to let the tears fall. Why does he have to be like this? I can already imagine Takahiro's face, he'll be heartbroken.

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(Matsukawa's POV, during the fight)

My heart was literally shattering at his confusion and hurt expression but I gritted my teeth and continued on, trust me, if my father knowing we still spoke only hurt me, I wouldn't be doing this. But back in middle school, a similar incident happened and my crush ended up in the hospital the day after my father found out I liked him. After that, he never came back to school. I don't want my horrid father touching Takahiro.

"This doesn't make any fucking sense Issei! Wh-why? Y-you said you loved me," he sank down to his knees as he whispered the last part. I exhaled shakily, tensing my body and planting my feet to the ground so I wouldn't rush to him and hold him close.
"I don't love you. We're just friends, but if you think we're any more than that then...our friendship is over...bye," I forced out, my lungs felt like they were tightening to the point that they would burst. 

I walked past him, chanting in my head to not look back.

'I'm so sorry Takahiro. I love you.'

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Haha bitch you thought this would be fluff. No. I know the last chapter was angst too but I'm in pain, so that means you have to be too.

It's super fun to not only have your home life being shit and feeling so fucking exhausted and done with life, but also my friendships with two people are dying and that's just so fun. *insert kissy-face with peace sign cause I couldn't be bothered to put the emojis* But I finally have a crush on someone else rather than my previous best friend who is now toxic AF so that's a plus i guess. 

But hey, enough about me. Let me know your favourite Matsukawa, Hanamaki and matsuhana headcannons. they can be sad, it's fine, I want to be hurt.