Haikyuu Oneshots

KuroKen/KenHina (Angst)

"Why?"

The dual hair coloured boy looked down, refusing to meet the Nekoma captain's eyes. 

"Why Kenma?" Kuroo could feel his throat start to close up and the tears rolling down his cheeks. 

"I only ever saw you as my friend Kuroo. I felt bad when you asked me out. I couldn't say no to your excited face. But, I like Shouyou. I really like him." Kenma whispered, still looking down.

Kuroo exhaled and rolled his eyes, "Seriously? We have been best friends since we were kids, and you still call me by my last name. But when this shrimp comes along who you have known for not even a year and you call him by his first name? And why did you even give me hope that we had a chance?!" Kuroo was yelling now. He was furious. Kenma couldn't answer. He shouldn't have accepted Kuroo's request of dating. He was just too shy to friendzone his longest friend. He already liked Hinata before Kuroo asked him out, but Kenma thought if he dated Kuroo, he would get over the orange haired boy. He didn't.

"I-I'm sorry. But you will find someone who loves you. But that someone isn't me." Kenma stated. He could basically hear Kuroo's heart shatter. 

Kuroo was in so much pain. His chest felt tight, his throat too. He had crushed on his best friend for years. He always saw Kenma as more than a friend however, the younger boy never seemed to show much interest. He never showed interest in anything. Besides Hinata. Kuroo noticed the way Kenma's eyes would like up and how his attention would be off his game when ever the karasuno number ten was mentioned or present. 

The best friend part of Kuroo was telling him to be happy for Kenma, be happy that he is happy. But the large part of him that was utterly in love with Kenma, is telling him to convince Kenma to take him back. To pick him over the shrimp. But Kuroo couldn't even speak anymore. Kenma couldn't even look at his childhood best friend. He wasn't ashamed of likeing Hinata. he was ashamed that he made Kuroo feel like this. He was ashamed that he couldn't do anything to fix this. The only way he would be able to fix this would be to stop loving Hinata. He couldn't do that.

"Kuroo, I'm sorry I led you on. I was stupid and was too shy to reject you. I thought that if I started dating you, I would be able to get over Shouyou. But I couldn't. I love him. And I love you, as my best friend. I'm sorry that I couldn't love you more than that, but I can't control who I love. It just happens." A few tears had even slipped down Kenma's face. 

Kuroo was in shock. He had never heard Kenma talk so much at one time. Kuroo started to realise something. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices. Today, he realised how much Kenma was in love with Hinata. He realised that Hinata made Kenma happy. He realised that if Kenma had continued to force himself to date Kuroo, he wouldn't be happy. He wanted Kenma to be happy. And if that meant being happy wasn't being with him. Then that's fine. If Kenma is happy with Hinata....then that's fine. 

"I'm sorry Kenma. I probably pressured you into dating me. It's fine. Sometimes people have to make sacrifices. And if means that you being happy is with Shrimpy, then that's ok. I'm happy for you too. And your right, I'll find someone who love me too." Kuroo had a smile on his face. It was sad smile. Tears rolling down his face. He had to give up his love for Kenma, it was going to be hard. But if his friend was happy. Then he was happy too.