Nightmare's Love Attention

Thrive to Life

Ds!Nightmare POV

What is my thrive in life? I kept thinking of the exact same question every single day. Is it just to play game and rot? Surely not that. All I know is I kept living to keep the balance for other I don't know and the future generations of who hurt me since the tree is destroyed. Everything just hurts.. My heart aches like being pulled away and stolen but not as love, more likely to be greed of being stolen. I know I'm scared to die but also wanting for the pain to end. Am I allowed to lived? That used to be a question for me... I already know the answer is that I'm allowed but my heart and brain doesn't want me to.

Right now I'm in a bathtub full of water that is already dirtied and cold. It was midnight and everyone was asleep by now. I already know dream is awake with the paperwork for the night and some coffee. I'm treated as if I'm a useless tool that no one knew that was useful in a way that no one cared. If I die the tree might actually reborn to support the balance.

I unplugged the tub and watch the water drain down to the pipe. I got out the tub and my body still ached. Dream really damaged me with his sword. My body was filled with bruises and cuts from running away, some of it was my own. I grabbed my pajamas and wore them to cover the parts that was somewhat severe from the naked eye. My friends already left me for my brother and that I have left was a manipulative person who's tricking me that they cared. To be honest, I don't really care if it's fake, I just want him by my side and care for me as much.

I guess my thrive in life is gone but someone still trying to get it back just to tear it broken again.

My fingers trailed the walls as I walk down these passing halls to my bedroom where I sleep to distract the pain away. My phalanges touched the doorknob and rotated it open for me to push the door. I closed the door and walk to the bed as I cover myself with these sheets of fabric to keep me warm from the cold night. I go tot he lamp that brightened the whole room and turning it off, leaving the darkness to consume me.

I laid down on my bed, under he sheets as I hugged myself. The door open, a certain someone came and close the door. He came to me and laid down the bed next to me. "Sleep now.. You don't need to care for them. Remember, they left you all alone and I saved you." He whispered into my ear. I turned around and saw he glitching blue's face and hugged him. He returned the hug making me feel secure and safe from the harsh world. I close my eye sockets, going to a comfortable sleep that I wish that last forever.

Narrator POV

As blue watched the smaller fall down a deep sleep, he gotten up and left him alone in the dark room. He was just gonna do the same thing he did to error. "Just forget about the pass and let the new you consume you" Is what he said to error before turning into that.

He was just gonna leave nightmare in the white void for a period of time that can make him insane and crave for blue's touch. He was gonna make nightmare's system into an error like his last one. Nightmare was more sensitive than his last one so it'll work out. His friends already left him, he has no one left to call family but Blue. If blue can do anything, it's that he can manipulate anyone. If he can succeed to do it on nightmare, then his plans will be succeeded and he can do basically anything with him.

Like nightmare said while watching his friends go away like his brother did "If a tool is to be discarded away, it'll be recycled to something more useful" And that just what blue is basically doing to him.

Nightmare is the discarded scrape that was useless to the society's eyes that they didn't knew was useful.

While blue makes his machine and nightmare is sleeping, let's see what the others are doing.

Error couldn't believe that he was working by blue's side since he joined Jr. Blue was an important piece because he held info that no one knew how to get. Nightmare was no where to be seen since being discarded and he had no idea where he was and what he's doing. Blue was just being fishy every now and then. He couldn't think anything but blue's behavior and nightmare's sudden disappearance. He knew cross didn't care a single about nightmare since he got his friend, ink back.

Nightmare and error use to be in a relationship and while doing a little session with him, he saw wounds, bruises, and cuts. Error suddenly blushed and covered himself with the blanket. He just couldn't forget the night where they first did it and he couldn't believe he was top despite being the most cared at.

Though despite being mostly cared at in the meme squad, he knew he wasn't the most sensitive, and it was nightmare that should be cared at. Nightmare would have secret panic attacks that would make him hard to breath, nightmare was sometimes a masochist. Blue failed to manipulate him but he just felt that he was manipulating someone else.

"Hey here little glitch" Error quickly gotten up from his bed and saw his old partner. "What do you want blue?" He said harshly to the other glitch. "Can't I visit?" Blue grinned. "Seriously, what are you doing here?" Blue just summoned a small portal in front of error and saw little nightmare having a hard time breathing, walking on the floor slowly with his blanket. Watching him reach for medication and fall to the ground harshly. "Blue.. Help." He cried. He couldn't move and was hardly breathing. The breathing was heard.

Error jumped out of his bed and reached for the portal "Nighty!" But failed and fell on the floor as the portal closes. Error got up and yelled to him "What are you doing to him!" He held the strings from his eyes, ready to fight.

"Simple... Just doing something that you failed to do!" "You bitch!" He tackled blue and held his face to the ground. "His scared of you now and it's all your fault-" "No it's-... He's not!" He attempted to try and make a reason that his little nighty is not scared of him. "I know everything.. About his mental health, your relationship with him, weakness, everything! Now if you don't do what I say, y'know where our little nighty will have to go.." Error gasped and backed away from him. "Let's pay him a little visit shall we?" He opened a portal and walked in it, behind blue.

"Oh nighty, what are you doing awake at this hour?" Blue walked to the fallen skeleton and carried him to bed. "Error why don't you get his medications?" Blue said softly with a wide grind that error hated. He walked angrily passed the two and took the medication. He gave blue two pieces of pills and looked at the description.

Error's eye socket widen as he read the description pills and saw the pills on his nighty's hands. He walked closer and faster to nightmare and slapped he pills off of his hands. "Those aren't prescribed for him! He could die or something from eating those!" Error said hugging nightmare for safety. He felt nightmare's sudden movement to shake and looked at him "Nightmar-" "Ge-Get away from me!" Nightmare pushed him away and backed up just to end up falling to the other side of the bed. "Nightmare-" blue walked passed him and hugged nightmare. He heard the cries of the negative god and saw the hands tightening and gripping on blue's clothing. "Shh. Shhhh... He's not here to hurt us nighty.. He's here to pay a visit." Blue carried the shaken god to the bed as error backed away.. "No.." His fist tightened in anger as he saw the manipulator next to his ex-lover.  "No!" He didn't accepted it. Strings went everywhere in the room, tangling everything in it's way. It tangled blue but he didn't care.

Nightmare watched as horror went by hi mind. He felt scared... Blue wasn't with him. He was left to die. Error gasped and calmed down a little. He walked closer to his ex-lover but stopped as watched him getting scared by him. "I told ya.. Now if ya don't stopped this nonsense, you know where he's going.." Error looked down in the ground in shame and pulled all the strings as it fell on the ground softly. "I'll do what you'll say... Just don't hurt him.." blue grinned walked to him with his hand in front. 

"This will be a new start"

(Note: Damn, it's been a long time since dreamswap was here. I won't be posting for awhile since cause of school work blah blah blah and phone taken away so cya!)