Finding my way back (KOV #4)

Still Our Love Story

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Gabriella Cecelia Rios

Kahapon naganap ang isa sa pinaka-masayang araw ng buhay ko at hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin talaga ako makalimot dahil natutuwa ako, I'm happy for Dawn and hinihiling ko na sana masaya rin siya kahit hindi pa kumpleto ang pamilya niya sa ngayon. I'm still praying for Thorin's safety and for his comeback para maging okay na ang lahat.

His comeback is the only thing that we've actually waiting for since four years ago, araw-araw kaming umaasa na sana bigla na lang mag-pop up ang balita na hinahanap niya na ang kahit isa lang sa'min.

Mas maganda kung si West o si Primo kaagad ang hahanapin niya dahil siguradong agad siyang masusundo ng mga iyan tapos pwede namang sumunod o mag-hintay na lang ang iba na maka-balik sila dito.

Wherever he is, I wonder kung saan siya napunta. If he and Eros are together when the helicopter crashed then where did he ended up? Bakit hindi sila mag-kasama ni Eros?

Pero kung anuman ang dahilan kung bakit nag-kahiwalay silang dalawa matapos nilang maaksidente ay hindi na masyadong mahalaga, isa lang talaga ang gusto namin at iyon ay ang muling pag-babalik niya. Sigurado akong hinahanap din ni Theo saka ni Thea ang tatay nila lalo na't nababanggit ni Dawn sa kanila si Thor minsan.

My heart can feel the pain whenever those kids were gonna asked about Thor but Dawn didn't know what to say because she didn't know where he is either, all we can do is change the topic and make sure that they'll be busy with something else so they'll no longer ask about him.

Nakakaramdam ako ng labis na pag-ka-guilty sa tuwing ganon ang ginagawa namin sa mag-kapatid, alam kong mali rin 'yon pero may iba ba kaming pag-pipilian maliban sa bagay na iyon? Wala naman diba?

Sa lahat ng choice, iyon lang ang pinaka-mabisa para hindi na sila muling mag-tanong at mangulit. Hindi naman palaging ipinapakita ni Dawn ang reaksyon niya o ang nararamdaman niya sa mga taong nakapaligid sa kaniya kabilang na kaming lahat pero alam namin na umiiyak siya sa tuwing kinakailangan niyang gumawa ng paraan para huwag lang mag-tanong ang mga anak niya tungkol kay Thor.

Dawn is indeed an strong and independent person, we knew that she can handle her own feelings and everything that goes with her personal life but we're always reminding her to talk to us whenever she needs us because that's why we're always here for her. And as one of those people who swore to never leave her behind no matter what happens, we completely, truly, and honestly care for her even if we don't communicate all the time.

Helping one person might not change the whole world but it could change the world for one person, kindness is a language that the deaf can hear and the blind can see.

I had always admired Dawn so much because she can heal herself faster than anyone I know, even myself. But I'm aware that healing doesn't mean that the damage never existed, it means the damage no longer control our lives.

She looks fine on the outside because she's covered with expensive fabrics, high heels, makeup and rare jewelleries every single day but we are aware that she's not okay... We just hoped that she'll give call us whenever she feel like it, and besides? We don't actually mind taking good care of Thea and Theo.

Kung hindi ako Flight Attendant? I'll hire myself as their personal maid, kahit wala pang sahod ay okay lang sa'kin kase gusto ko silang alagaan. Ganito rin naman ako kay Tophen noon pero hindi na niya ako kailangan ngayon dahil malaki na siya saka naaasikaso naman siya ni Ate Cornellia ng maayos eh.