Anidita ...a new beginning (On Hold)

ch17-bondita finds love

After some days when English complimentary books fictious story is taught by the teacher
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which is a love story of a prince William and princess rosy where Prince for princess' s happiness sacrifice his love ..

..as the king ..father of princess want that she should only marry the person which he chooses for her ..and the princess love her dad as he had grown up her being mom and dad equally after her mother death....

After the fiction ends payal finds bondita engrossed in her own thoughts
She asks ...

Payal...ky hua Kaha kho gayi ...

Bondita - payal mein Soch rahi thi ki
Love that is
what is love
How can anyone say he or she is in love
How might they get recognize it
How can we say we that we love the person
And from where the feelings arises ?

Payal...first laughs ....isliye Kehti thi mein tumhe Kabhi Kabhi mere sath romantic novels BHI padh liya Kar ..Dekh kitne Sare sawal hai tere man mein sirf ek love story se...
She laugh upon her innocence
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I think according to today's story love was having happiness of the person whom we love ...whether we have to sacrifice it or not...

Novels describe that ..

love is not only a word it is feeling for someone ...
It is not only towards our life partner but it is between two souls like love. In between the mother and her child
Between a brother and a sister
Between friends too ...just like we
You love me that is the reason u share all your moments joy pain with me

Bondita thinks ...
Ha Main tumse share Karti Hu pr past se Juda Kuch BHI nahi joy nhi pain ...

Payal...Tu phir khi gayi ab koi prashna hai kya ...
Bata mein tere sawal ka Jawab dungi pr ha aaj clear kr hi  Lena ...nhi tere Dimag me chi ab chalta rahega aur Tu thik se so nhi payegi...
She again laughs

Bondita ...tere liye love kya hai

Payal...mere liye ..to Jo mere sapne pure kare MERI aakhon mein aasu na and de ...jo chahe ki mein har vakt Khush rahu Uske sath rahu voh hai Mera Sacha sathi .... that is my love

Bondita again goes in her memories but remembers the hurtful memries that incidentally occured and made her cry because of Anirudh...
Like when he without listening to her abondoned her and said to leave the house and when he done second marriage

Payal....Tu phir kho gyi ...
Koi Pasand hai kya tuze ....
Ya Tay nhi Kar pa rahi ki Tu sach mein usse prem Karti hai ya nhi
In teasing tone

Bondita...nhi nhi mere sawal khatam ho Gaye hai ...in irritating tone

Tuze Kuch nhi puchna ...in questioning voice

Payal.. Tu jab keh hi rahi hai to Puch hi leti Hu
tuze kya lagta hai bondu what do love exactly  mean ...whether to get love in return or to sacrifice it for others happiness ..

Bondita...payal I think love has different meanings according to the person ...
As from the story they find their beloveds happiness is more important for them ....

Payal...Maine tujhe Pucha hai ...novel ya chapter explain Karne ke liye nhi Khaa hai

Bondita ...mere liye to pyaar kya matlb hai care , affection ,standing by our side .. Don't let anyone harm my beloved ...

Parth unfortunately listens their talk and interrupts them ..

Parth....Tu sachme alag hai bondu haha sab log  pyaar ka alg hi definition rakthe hai Tu alag hi definition deti hai...

After their fun full chit chat they again returned to class as they were having chit chat in interval and concentrate on their studies ...

School day overs ..

Everyone rushes to their hostel ..

Payal asks bondita ,there warden mam is also present

Payal ..kya bondu tu phir kho gyi
Abhi BHI pyaar ke bare mein Soch rahi hai

Warden..kya pyaar ke bare me...

Payal...ha masi aaj English complimentary ke book me ek love story thi...vo sunane ke baad MERI padaku dost bondu ke man mein bohot Sare prashna uth Rahe the
Jaise pyaar kya hai ...kaise HOTA hai...lab HOTA hai....aur bohot Sare

Warden.....to tune kya kha

Payal..Maine use Kaha pyaar ek feeling jo kisi le Hoti hai jisme vo hamri Khushi ke liye sab Kuch Karne ko taiyar rehta ho ...Jo hamara Jovan but sath dena Chahta ho ....johumse BHI utnahi prem kare

Warden..tune Sahi Kaha payal pr yeh baat SAbhi ke sath lagi nhi Hoti ..Kabhi Kabhi kiska pyaar adhura reh jata hai jaruri nhi ki har kisika pyaar ho isliye ye sirf adha hi sach hua....

Pyaar to vo Bhavna hai Jo Kisi ke liye BHI aa Sakti hai ..pyaar me koi jor jarbasdti nhi Hoti ...hamare premi Khush Hona hi Sacha pyaar HOTA...phir chahe vo hamare sath ho ya na ho....

Samje MERI pyaari si bacchiyon ....jao abhi fresh ho jao ...jab se Aaye ho bas baaate Kiye ja Rahe ho

Bondita  smiles to them and they both leave

At night ...

She was standing to her only place the window where she used to share everything ...

Bondita shares ..

Mein Kisi infatuation mein nhi Hu kyuki agar Hoti to muje bs unki aur ki hav HOTA ...unki Khushi mein MERI Khushi nhi Hoti ..
Mein Samaj gayi Maine birristra babu se pyaar Karti Hu vo BHI Sacha vala isliye aaj tak unki Khushi liye sab Kuch Karti aayi Hu...
Mujhe pata hai birristra babu ko yeh Lagta hai ki muje bachpan main infatuation tha ...aur shayad Hoga BHI ..pr main janti Hu today  ..I am not in infatuation with him instead I. Love him from my bottom of my heart ..will always be of him till my last breath ...I promise you birristra babu I will never force u for something you don't want..neither expect any love from you as i know you had sacrificed your life for me i know in what situations we weree married and after our divorce ..you are still with me supporting me ...
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I am glad that at least for sometime
I was your wife and I will be always with you without any relation in the same way you are with me ...

I am glad that I loved the person who not only respect women but fights against injustice.....

After her confession to herself and moon she remembers the moments spent with Anirudh and goes to bed smiling widely....