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⌈CHAPTER 47 ⎮⎮ DIFFERENT DESIRES⌋

Esme Ambrose (POV)

I woke up earlier than expected with the little hours of sleep I got, I knew I wanted more but some reason I couldn't. I felt numb to the warm water hitting my back. My wrists were still red from being tied, that's how I knew it would leave a mark, ever time I looked at it I was reminded about what happened.

It was that side of Draco I now feared. I finally realized what Pansy and even fucking Juliet meant.

Once I got out of the shower I dressed up in whatever, black jeans and a grey knitted sweater over a white button up long sleeve. I put my hair up not wanting to deal with it. My dark brown boots were on the floor, I was contemplating whether or not to where them, which then made me think if I was going to leave my room.

Isolation was never something I do but it felt good right now. I wanted to be alone but I knew it wasn't good for me but eating or just being around people didn't sound fun either.

I went back to laying down, hugging on a pillow for comfort.

I hated it.

So much.

I could feel it within my heart and soul, that I still wanted Draco.

Just to hold me.

To feel his touch that can so easily relax me just as much as it could make me nervous.

*few hours*

I woke up to loud knocking making me hug my pillow tighter, I stared at the door. It felt like a blur waking up, usually you'd feel refreshed but I felt more dead.

I rubbed my head, fuck I had a headache.

"Esme please don't bail on me!" It was Adaline's voice as she knocked again.

I got up at the slowest pace ever and opened to the door.

When she saw me she looked surprised but that expression quickly fell, "Oh good... you were in here."

"What time is it?"

"It's getting close to 5 o'clock." She asked, "Have you been asleep this whole time?"

Shit.

I was surprised myself.

I never slept for that long.

"No I took a nap after stuff with school." I stammered.

"Okay... well are you ready then?"

"For what?"

"We said we'd go to the quidditch game."

I can't believe I forgot, I did promise her since Lucy doesn't care about seeing Blaise.

"Oh yeah sorry my mind is just everywhere." I stammered.

"I could tell," She raised a brow, "Everything okay?"

"Yeah yeah- um I'm just gonna touch up."

She nodded and sat on my bed.

I grabbed my black coat and boots, then my green scarf. After that, I fixed my hair back up to the way it was.