Remember me saying I stopped cutting right?
Okay I relapsed
Random Person: Why you're being an attention whore here?
Listen you peasant, no one paid attention to me in real life
No one
Not even my parents
Well my grandmother does. She obviously adores me and my sister
Okay that counts but she lives like 30 minutes away from me and I don't have the money to travel to her house
WHY AM I EVEN A CANCER US CANCER PEOPLE ARE SENSITIVE AF AND DANG I HATE RELAPSING EVERY 3-6 MONTHS OR SO
Random Person: GIVE ME THAT BLADE NO MORE CUTTING
Sharpeners. And there's a razor blade in my-
Random Person: NO CHANNY NO STOP CUTTING YOU PROMISED YOUR FRIENDS THAT
OKAY OKAY CALM DOWN I'M NOT DOING IT AGAIN I TRY I HATE HAVING A WEAK CONTROL WHEN IT COMES TO MY EMOTIONS
*sniffs*
Because we're moving houses and there's school its stressful I'm telling you
