First my dad slapped me
Now my mom threatened to make me quit Wattpad
Hahahahaha...
Hahahahaha...
Was she really my mother?!
We are total fucking opposites
Why should I fucking quit Wattpad when it helped me escape all the burden?
What's wrong with watching YouTube just to forget the fuck she lay on us?
You failed us Mom
You weren't really there
We don't fucking need private school
We don't fucking need a giant allowance
All we want is you yet you abandoned us?!
You mother...
YOU WERE THE SAME PERSON THAT SHATTERED MY CHILDHOOD WITH THAT FUCKING AMBITION OF YOURS!
DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO FUCKING PRESSURE ME TO STAY IN THE PILOT SECTION WHEN I CAN'T EVEN HANDLE THE AMOUNT OF WORK GIVEN THERE?!
YOU ARE THE MOTHER
YOU ARE THE ONE SUPPOSED TO GUIDE US
BUT YOU ABANDONED US
ME AND MY SISTER
This.. is your product of sheer ignorance
See the scars on my left arm?
They weren't simple injuries
I made them
I fucking started to cut and enjoyed it
Are you happy?
I gave it all, even winning the quiz bee yet you aren't satisfied and wanted more?
My little sister is so pressured at young age
You fucking wanted her to stay on top
Fuck you mom
You ruined my life!
You were the same person that threatened to disown me when I didn't make it to the honor roll
You were the same person that secretly smiled when you found out Grandma beat me
You were the same fucking mother that yelled I was a piece of shit
You wanted to be fucking rich because you were fucking ugly in highschool and was jealous of me
You convinced me to do YouTube just for money?!
Fuck you mom and your shit
I am the same fucking newborn that nearly died
I am the same fucking toddler that tried to please you
I am the same fucking pre-teen that tried to escape your wrath
I fucking cheated in exams and didn't admit it
I did that just to give you high grades
I fucked up big time
I only wanted love and care
You didn't give it to me
Not even Dad
You fucking monopolized the entire household to do your bidding
Every joke I made is offensive to you
My God
I just said 'that demonic dog' and you started sermonizing me on good manners?!
Excuse me bitch but are you an nun?
You're damn too sassy
And you looked like a geisha with your stupid hairstyle on camera
Isn't your appearance enough to humilitate me?
You fucking ruined my rep
My life
Everything!
Why do you spoil my younger sister while I'm just here wearing the same stripped shirt from 2 years ago?!
Damn it
YouTube was the reason why I smiled
Seto and Bodil are more like the older brothers I never had
Even if he's swearing too much, Sky was like the father I'll never had
And you?
You are not worth anything and deserve to go to hell
Damnit Mom
And I'm not going to call you mom again
One day, you'll regret everything
And I'm 6 feet under, smiling because I freed myself
Shit...
Has anyone seen my cutter?
I need to cut right now...
One for me
One for the trouble and shit my mom poured on me
One for my little sister who I desperately tried to save by showing her the world of YouTube
If you are one of my mom's friends' child reading this
Fuck your face
I don't fucking need my mom and is glad to head to orphanage
You're a religious fanatic and tried to pull me into the same religion as you have
Of course, Dad and Lil sis fell for your trap
I didn't
I didn't fall for your trick
You are trying to control me do you mom?
Isn't that fucking fantastic? Making me a minion to get your ambition?
I pity your classmates more than you
Although they are lower than you, they still kept their sanity and was there for their children
You'll regret it
You'll fucking regret it
Mark my words mom
Mark my fucking words
One day...
You'll understand how many lives YouTube and Wattpad saved
And also, you'll understand why I choose Wattpad over your stupid ambition
