You guys made me cry ;-;
And you were the first real friends I had ;-;
I asked the same thing to a friend long ago
Surprise!
She told me she would move on with life
Okay .-.
But I've been thinking about that one a lot ever since I was sent a death threat
But if any of you died
I would give up everything I used to do and lock myself in the room, never talking again. I would cry day and night, forever haunted by just losing you
Does any of my friends know how worried I get if they're absent for a long time?!
Especially when Denise was absent for a week and I'm worried as fuck!
But the last time I was absent for a long time, only 2 of them cared
And sorry for making you worried too much Becca and Denise
I'm afraid so many signs are pointing I will die young
A death threat, nearly being hit by vehicles, serious illnesses...
Oh God I realized how short my life is
God please let me finish college
Let me have a job
Let me fall in love and marry that person (Boy or girl? It doesn't matter <3)
Let me have kids and see them grow up
Just let me live a full life
They say when people finally find their purpose, they will be taken away
Why my parents are so eager when they don't know the short end of the stick?
So just please, enjoy life just like what I'm doing now
I'm happy when you're all happy
I cry when one of you is sad
In conclusion:
Live every day as if its your last day
Your past is brighter than your future
Everyone's purpose is not the same
But once you found it, use it well
Never seek shallow happiness. Seek something that will last you a lifetime
I'm glad I found you guys <3
-Twilia
