I'm not a freak
I'm not a jerk either
There's no goody-two shoes here too!
Do I care?
Hell no
I dont care
People telling me I should be more girly or else I look stupid
Why?
I'm fangirling over what they call 'childish'
Does my face show I care?
No
I dont care about what girls think of boys right now (I'm resistant to boys... With several exceptions D:)
I dont care the shiz about One Direction
Dont bother asking me why
If you do, I can scare all the living daylights out of you
That is the product of people bullying me
I'd rather settle an aruguement with a glare-fest than the bratty girly sob sob
I really hate to cry
There are times I cry myself to sleep
Sometimes I cut myself
One each for the stupidity I caused
Another one for trying to kill myself
Sudicide is in my brain all the time
And yes, Wattpad helps
I've been depressed as long as I remember
Just watching Seto erases my pain
Just hearing bodil laugh makes me grin
Just listening to Deadlox's crappy commentary cheers me up
True people helped me get out of this to where I am now
Pop stars were too mainstream
What the good they did to me? A higher grade in Music I think?
Too hell with that!
Dear Youtubers,
If you are reading this right now,
Thank you
