I can't bear this pain anymore💔

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Bondita went to Anirudh's room. He was sleeping holding a notebook to his chest which was open.

Bondita :  notebook leke kon sota hain? bade hi ajeeb insaan hain.

Bondita slowly freed the book from his cage and a letter fall on the ground. she read and got shocked.

Bondita : aab samjhi kiyu ushdin se itne roothe huye hain or mujhe daat rahe hain. badh main baat karungi inse abhi uthati hu.

Bondita held his hand and shaked him.

Bondita : barristerbabu uthiye....!

Anirudh didn’t responded.  Bondita again called him but no response. Bondita went to bathroom and put a tub full of water upon him. Anirudh wakeup with e jerk.

Anirudh : kon kon!

Bondita : birristarababu main hu...idhar.

Anirudh : aise kon uthata  hain?

Bondita : aap hi se to shikha hain. shadi ke dusre din apne aise hi mujhe uthaya tha.

Anirudh got up and he also bring a tub.

Bondita : nehi nehi birristarababu... no

Bondita closed her eyes. anirudh about to threw but he didn’t. Bondita slowly opened her eyes. Anirudh laughed.

Anirudh : main tumhari tarha nehi hu jo pani feku jaise ushdin tumne feka tha?

Bondita : haan.... haan thik hain.😒

Anirudh : itni subah yaha kiya kar rahi ho?

Bondita : aapke meditation ka samay hogay hain.  par aap nehi uthe ishliye ayi thi.

Anirudh : maine kaha tha na ushdin main yeh sab or nehi karunga.

Bondita : kiyu nehi karenge? kisine kuch keh diya or aapne chup chap sun liya?

Anirudh : matlab?

Bondita : pehle kapde badal ke ayiye warna firse zukham hojayega apko. or ishbar hua na to sach main apko injection laga dungi. jaiye.

Anirudh : accha accha jata hu. injection ki dhamki kiyu de rahi ho.

Bondita : good boy.

Anirudh went to bathroom and after few moment he came back. Bondita was waiting.

Anirudh : aab bato kiya keh rahi thi tum?

Bondita : pehele to aap bataiye. ushdin kiya hua tha? woh letter kaha se mila?

Anirudh : tumne padhli? privacy nam ki koi cheez hi nehi hain.

Bondita : aab batayenge bhi kiya hua tha?

Anirudh : batata hu. ushdin nadi ke kinare se wapas araha tha. tabhi ek auraat ayi.

In flashback : Anirudh was coming home suddenly a lady came infront him with a long vail on face.

Lady : aap hi Anirudh roy Chowdhury hain na? apke liye yeh chitthi bheji hain.

Anirudh : ha par kisne bheja?

Lady : aap khudh dekhlijiye.

The lady left from there immidately.

Anirudh : arre rukiye...

Anirudh opened the letter and started reading.

In letter :

Suna hain tumne shadi karli. Itni jaldi bhul gaye tumhari mini ko? jarur bohat khubsoorat hogi sayad mujhse bhi ziyada jisne mere Anirudh ko fasa liya uski khubshoorti ki jaal main. tum to kehte thei ke mujhse piyaar karte ho? mere bina nehi ji payoge. or itni asani se hogaye kisi or ke? main ushdin mandap pe nehi aa payi kiyuki meri kuch majboori thi. kiya majboori thi yeh nehi bata sakti par tumne bhi mera bharosa todh diya kisi or se shadi karke. kiya tumhara piyaar jhoota tha? kaise bhul sakte ho apni mini ko?

after reading his hands were shivering and tears were falling from his eyes

Flashback ends.

Anirudh was crying. bondita put her hand on his shoulder.

Anirudh : main kiya karu main bondita? jab bhi khush rehne ki kosis karta hu. jab bhi age badhne ki kosis karti hu. humesa mera atit mujhe rokh leta hain. kiyu aise saza de rahi hain woh mujhe? na bhulne deti hain na mere pas wapas aati hain. kabhi kabhi lagta hain jina chodh du. aise hardin main dard nehi seh sakta. agar woh aaj bhi mujhse piyaar karti hain to kiyu nehi wapas arahi hain mere pas?

Bondita made him sat on sofa. Bondita wipped his tears. He held her hand and again cried.

Bondita : aapne bataya kiyu nehi tha mujhe? aise chup chap kiyu sehte rahe?

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Bondita : aapne bataya kiyu nehi tha mujhe? aise chup chap kiyu sehte rahe?

Anirudh : kiya batata main? pehele hi tum mere liye itna kar rahi ho. ishliye kehta hu maat lagao itne efforts meri zindegi sudharene ke liye. meri zindegi aise hi rahegi.

Bondita : aisa maat kahiye.

Anirudh : jab bhi khudko samhalta hu zindegi mujhe fir todh deti hain. main thak gaya hu zindegi se. thak gaya hu yeh sab dard  sehte sehte. or nehi saha jaata mujhse.

Bondita : bas...bas...or maat royiye.

Anirudh : bondita....

He again got anxiety attacks after many days. He started shivering and can't breath. his heart rate incresed. he was suffocating.  Its a big one. Bondita also panicked and held his face with both hsnds.

Bondita : barristerbabu.... idhar dekhiye meri ankho main...kuch bura nehi hoga.. barristerbabu. shant ho jaiye. dekhiye.

Anirudh couldn’t relax. he couldn’t breath properly. tears were falling from their eyes. Hearing Bondita's voice. Everyone came to the room and they were also shocked. Its first time when som and batuk saw their dada in that state they also get frustrated.

Somtuk : kiya hua dada apko....? aap thik haina.

Rudra also went near anirudh and hugged him.

Rudra : kuch nehi hoga dost...

Bondita : aap isse samhaliye main abhi injection leke ati hu.

Bondita ran and came back with her kit and injected him and he start relaxing and slowly his eyes got closed and fall in sleep. Everyone got relaxed. Everyone's eyes was teary seeing him.

Som : kiya unhe attacks aye thei boudi?

Bondita noded her head then he looked at batuk who was continuously crying at the cornner. Bondita went near him.

Bondita : batuk.... kuch nehi hua tumhare dada ko. dekho woh bilkul thik hain.

Naina : ha batuk dekho kuch nehi hua hoga unhe.

Bondita : ha batuk hum kuch nehi hone denge unhe.

Batuk : aap thik kardogi na dada ko?

Bondita : ha batuk bilkul.

Batuk : wadah?

He forwaeded his hand.Bondita put her hand on him.

Bondita : wadah. aab rona bandh karo...

Rudra : par aisa kiya hua achanak se jo itna badawala attack aya?

Bondita told everything to them.

Precap :  old Anirudh.





















































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