Stuck between mind and heart

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In last chapter after chudail gone batuk was missing.

They all started searching for Batuk and found him lying  unconscious at floor behind sofa.

Anirudh : kiya hua tujhe batuk!! 

Som : ha ankhe khol.

Bondita : mujhe dekhene dijiye.

Bondita checked him.

Anirudh : kiya hua usko?

Bondita : kuch nehi hua bas daar ke maare behos hogaya. ziyada hi shadma lag gaya 😅

Som : yeh batuk bhi na!

Bondita: Naina ek glass pani dena zara.

Naina gave a glass of water. Bondita threw few drops of water on his face.

Bondita : batuk....utho...

She again threw water on him. He suddenly opened his eyes and hugged Anirduh tightly.Anirudh pated his head.

Anirudh :  kuch nehi hua baccha... sab thik hain.

Batuk : woh chudail kaha gayi?

Bondita : woh chali gayi.

Naina : hum sab to daar hi gaye thei!

Rudra : par tu behos kab hua?

Batuk : jab chudail boudi ke pas gayi thi tab...sayad.

Som : or hum e laga tujhe chudail le gayi.

Batuk : agar sach main le gayi to...

He hugged Anirudh more tightly. Bondita caressed his hair.

Anirudh : dar maat baccha dekh sab hain.

Bondita : ha kuch nehi hoga. hum sab hain na...tumhare dada hain main hu sab hain.  hum tumhe lejane denge kiya?

Batuk : fir bhi boudi...

Bondita : tumhe pancakes or sandwichs pasand hain na main bana deti woh bhi coco milk ke sath. khayoge kiya?

Batuk : ha boudi  kiyu nehi 😋

Bondita : par agar aise daroge to nehi banake dungi.

Batuk : aree nehi nehi khane ke liye kuch bhi. 😋

Everyone laughed.

Bondita : thik hain baitho main banake lati hu.

Bondita left to the kitchen. Batuk still hugging Anirudh.

Anirudh : 18 saal ka hogaya fir bhi baccha hain. tune to chudail se bhi ziyada dara diya mujhe. pata hain kitna daar gaya tha main?

Som : ha humari to jaan hi nikal di thi tune aaj.

Som also join their hug . Rudra also held naina by her shoulder and they smiled looking at eachother and then they looked at rc brothers and smiled. Anirudh kissed their forhead.

Anirudh : kuch nehi hoga. main kiya kuch hone de sakta hu tumdono ko?

Somtuk : bilkul nehi...

Batuk : or boudi bhi kitni acchi haina. bilkul maa ki tarha piyaar karti hain hum e.

Som : ha woh to hain. hum bohat lucky hain jo unki jaisi boudi mili warna woh soudamini to...

Anirudh : kiya mini...?

Batuk : kuch nehi dada... agar apki shadi usse huye hoti to hum e kabhi bondita boudi milti kiya?

Suddenly bondita came with food.

Bondita : kon milti kiya?

Somtuk : aap?

Bondita : main? matlab?

Batuk : kuch nehi. jaldi do bhook lagi hain.

Bondita : bathiye... sab.

Bondita served them. But Anirudh left from there.

Bondita : inhe kiya hua?

Som : woh maine galti se soudamini ki baat chidh di thi. ishliye sayad bura lag gaya unhe.

Bondita : kiya zaruraat thi?

Som : sorry galti se nikal gaya tha.

Bondita : koi baat nehi mai dekhti hu unhe.

In Room Anirudh was sitting on bed folding his knees against his chest. He was fighting with his mind and heart.

Anirudh 's pov : are we really lucky because mini was not in my fate or because bondita is in my fate? And why I am getting lost in Bondita? why when she is near me my heart beats fast? Today when she was hiding herself in me   I felt an unknown feeling? Why?am I getting attached to her? Or am I falling? no no... if I am falling then why mini is still in my mind? then Why still I couldn’t overcome from her memories. Why everything reminds me of Mini? Why am I still waiting for her when I am married to bondita? I am just stuck. Wish if maa will here with me. She would surely get me free from this. Don’t know who will make me free from this mess? or I will stuck forever?

Pov ends. Whenever he used to remember his mother he used saw her picture which was hang on in his room. So he just looked at Sky and closed his eyes and reacall his mother.

Anirudh : maa kiyu chali gayi aap? apke bete ko chodh kar? aap to dekh rahi hain na upar se sab? main kitna akela hu? ke ksise apni dil ki baat khulke keh saku? aaj man kar raha hain apki godi main sar rakh kar rolu thoda. aap chali gayi fir mini bhi chali gayi. kiyu woh sab mujhse dur chale jaate hain jinse main bohat piyaar karta hu?

Suddenly bondita knocked. Anirudh wipped his tears and gestured to come inside. Bondita went near him and sat beside him.

Bondita : kiya hua?

Anirudh : kuch bhi to nehi...

Bondita : accha? fir apke ankhon main ansoo kiyu hain?

Anirudh : woh to bas aise hi...

Bondita : jhoot kiyu keh rahe hain? maine sunah aap apki maa ko yaad kar rahe thei. you can share with me.

Anirudh smiled. Bondita put her hand on his shoulder.

Bondita : apko bohat yaad ati hain unki?

Anirudh : yaad to humesa aati hain. Jab bhi ankhe bandh karta hu unki muskan nazar aati hain.

Bondita : maine ziyada to nehi sunah hain unke bare main par mujhe thoda thoda yaad hain. bachpaan main maa ke sath subhrah maa baate karti thi sayad or mujhe bhi bohat piyar karti thi.

Anirudh : maa to thi hi aisi. sabse piyaar karti thi. sabko apna bana leti thi unke piyaar se. humesa dusro ke bare main sochti thi. sabka dhiyaan rakhti thi.

Bondita : accha or bhi bataiye unke bare main.

Anirudh : maa ko chitra, paper, rang, canvas bohat passand thi. humesa kuch naya karne ki sochti thi. or gaana bhi gati thi bohat madhur awaj main. bilkul tumhari jaisi acchi gati thi. tumhari tarha sabka dhiyaan rakhti bhi rakhti thi.
Actually kafi chize tumse milti hain unki.

Bondita : sotti?

Anirudh : ha sotti. par aisa kiyu?

Bondita also remembered her mother.

Bondita : meri maa bhi unki jaisi thi ishliye sayad main bhi unki jaisi ban gayi.

Anirudh : or sayad ishliye unhone tumhe mere liye chunah?

Bondita : pata nehi....sayad.

Anirudh : kiya tum bhi mera sath dogi? unke jaisi? ya tum bhi maa or mini ki tarha chodhke chali jayogi?

How was this chapter? What you think about Anirudh's feelings?  Is he falling for bondita or its just attraction? How will he overcome this feeling?












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