𝟓𝟕 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

𝟭; 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻

𝟔𝟎

felix sat down on a chair, the surrounding around him seemed as if he was in a hospital "so? what's it hyung...why'd you call me in a rush?" he asked voice filled with nervousness although he tried his best to not show it on his face hiding it all with a soft and little smile on his face, chan took in a deep breath before continuing what he wanted to say

"felix... It's hard to say" he got quiet again, after years of treating felix he had grown very fond of the other he knew that felix was a beautiful full of joy soul, for him felix was like the first ray of sunshine and he hated that the clouds were dying to cover it 

"you can take your time" felix smiled "you...only have...2" bang chan didn't have the guts in him to complete the sentence "2 what hyung?" felix asked as an uncomfortable feeling grew in the pit of his stomach he knew where this was leading to and he hated it, but keeping the positive facade he didn't let his negative thoughts get the best of him 

"2 months to live" chan completed his sentence looking down sadly, he wished he was joking but unfortunately he wasn't. felix gulped, the gorgeous smile fell off his face for a second but he quickly smiled again "ah...I see" he spoke as chan looked up 

it was confusing to him as how he had just told him about his death in two months and the other was still smiling, the boy surprised chan so much "well thank you so much hyung, without you I wouldn't have had this much respite" he smiled brightly once again as chan stayed quiet 

"don't take this too seriously hyung, it's not your fault" felix giggled making chan sigh and look up at him while smiling, felix understood by chan's face what he was feeling, he was really good at reading people. chan wishes he could've done something to save him but it was just impossible. leukemia is one son of a bitch you can say 

"well...I better get going, you probably have a lot of patients waiting outside" felix spoke warmly in the hug as chan hummed "don't forget to take your meds felix" chan reminded him just like always, a dry chuckle left the younger's mouth "it won't do anything now hyung" and that broke chan's heart 

trying his best to blink away the tears he broke the hug "don't say that...you can't lose hope" chan said smiling holding felix's shoulder who chuckled looking down and nodded "of course I can't...hope's the only thing keeping me going" chan stayed quiet 

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a tall raven head sat down on his bean bag quietly with no expressions visible on his face whatsoever, long curly locks spreading over his forehead and eyebrows barely leaving place for his eyes to be seen "you're just a disappointment!" he heard his father yell from downstairs, it didn't phase him at all by now he was just used to it all. the words, the harsh tones, everything "you've failed all your classes!" he heard a sarcastic laugh followed by clapping sounds...which were sarcasm too, obviously 

"I'm tired of-" before his father could say something hurtful again he yelled back containing his resting bitch face "I'll get better grades next time!" he yelled back "yeah you better or you know what will happen if you don't" he gritted his teeth hearing his father threatening him 

he hated how his father thought he was stronger and better than hyunjin

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felix lied down on his bed, the bed drooped by the brunette's body falling on it, he sighed staring at the ceiling letting his thoughts engulf him...he didn't want to think about what chan had told him today morning, he wanted to have a better perspective of that "hmm, only 2 months to complete all that" he chuckled to himself thinking about the list of things he wanted to do before dying