𝟓𝟕 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

𝟯𝟬; 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗸𝗲𝘁

𝟒𝟓

all sorts of orisons and prayers were going through Felix's mind, the lips that almost brushed against his made his knees weak and he almost fell face first on the ground but luckily, Hyunjin's grip over him was tight enough to force him to stay still. their noses were bumping with each other and the breaths they let out showed how incredibly tormenting this distance was, eyes locked with each other as if the end would come if they looked away

there was not a single sense in Felix that wanted this moment to end, he has long forgotten about his unhinged heartbeat and was rather much more focused on this beautiful sensuality, he had blocked his deranged thoughts of "what!" and decided to live this surreal heaven, he'd have time to think back on this and curse at himself for eternity but right now-- this was far more important

Felix could almost cry for Hyunjin to close this gap between them, as he stared into the taller's eyes with such sultriness that Hyunjin could sell his soul to the devil just to catch the brunette's lips in his, there was something so sinister and intimidating in Hyunjin's eyes that Felix could just melt and the softness and amorousness in Felix's eyes made Hyunjin's demons go feral-- and even with all this 'lust' in the air there was a fondness and gentleness that came with the moist breeze

this moment wasn't just filled with desire and ache of wanting but also tenderness and delicacy, and before either of their's desires could be fulfilled before groaning under his breath Hyunjin spoke up "I should" he whispered reluctantly "Go change" Felix's face flushed red at the comment as he stumbled back on his feet while Hyunjin pulled away from his body creating a friendly distance between them

"yes! yes you um- totally should, I'll get you clothes and a towel" he blabbered while avoiding Hyunjin's gaze and looking around frantically, Hyunjin stared at him for a split second before walking away from the scene and into the washroom leaving Felix all alone by his wicked train of thoughts

he gasped out and pulled at his hairs, grabbing a fistful of them as he paced around the tiny room in panic "what was I thinking! god, he must think I'm an idiot!" he whisper-yelled at himself eyes following his feet as he grimaced in fear "why didn't I just pull away! how could I even think of such atrocity?" he took a deep breath in before letting it out as he fell on the bed on his back with a thud

"I hate myself so much!" he hid his face in his small hands while his legs fell off the bed "but...why would he-" his hands slipped away from his face as he gazed at the ceiling with a glint of hope in his eyes, perhaps Hyunjin felt the same way as he did? "get yourself together Felix" he shrugged away the thoughts like one should shrug away the desire of murdering their greatest enemy

he sat up on the mattress gazing at his doorframe before he turned to look at his bedside where sat the food Hyunjin had brought for them, a spur of warmth spun in the depths of his stomach as he smiled softly holding his bottom lip tightly between his teeth 'i should get him some clothes before serving food while he's showering' he thought to himself getting up and beginning  to walk toward the closet

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After letting Hyunjin know that the clothes and towel were set on the bed and he'd be leaving the room to allow Hyunjin to come out when he was done and get dressed Felix was now serving the food that Hyunjin has brought while the taller got dressed inside

While the outside was a relaxed demeanor his insides were going hysterical at what had occurred earlier, his hands were shaking and he could barely see clearly, he tried his best to remain cool and pretend like everything was normal but nothing was normal 'maybe he was just messing around' he wondered while he set down the plate on the coffee table, having a small house meant he had no dining table or counter chairs so they'd have to settle in that