Only You {Shawn Mendes}

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Shawn hovers over me and begins to place small wet kisses down my jawline leading on to my neck. "Your so beautiful." He says in between kisses.

The kisses got more intense. He left small love bites on my neck before finding my sweet spot and sucking on the sensitive skin. He pulls away and there was a slight pain on my neck indicating that Shawn gave me a hickey.

He placed his soft lips on to mine and began to passionately make out with me. His hands go underneath my shirt and unclip my bra. Shawn's hands traveled to my breast before making their way down to my stomach. He tugged on the hem of my shirt asking for permission. I nod even though I really wanted to say no. I honestly wasn't ready to lose my virginity, I didn't want to lose it right after getting back together with Shawn. "Are you sure?" Shawn asks

No

"Yeah." I managed to say and he slowly lifts up my shit. He throws my shirt and bra on the floor, I run my fingers over his perfectly toned abs.

He leaves more kisses going down my neck leading onto my bare chest. Right before he unbuttons my jeans I had last minute thoughts. "Shawn?" I ask. "Yeah?" He asks looking into my eyes. "Did I do something?" He asks nervously. "No, it's just that I'm not ready." I say sheepishly afraid of his response. "It's okay." He says before getting off of me. I grab the shirt He gave me off of the floor and put it back on.

I really thought that I would be okay with it but I wasn't. Something inside me told me to stop. "I'm sorry." I say looking over at Shawn, He looked at me and smiled. "It's okay." He says "I understand your not ready and that's fine. I don't want to force you to do anything you don't want to do." He adds while Pulling me closer to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my forehead. I smiled to myself as Shawn did so.
"Goodnight beautiful." He whispers and I mumble a goodnight before trying to fall asleep.

●SHAWN'S POV●

I watched as Skyler slowly fell asleep. She is so beautiful. Her black hair covered her face, I tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear. "I'm glad your mine again." I say to her even though she couldn't hear. I carefully leaned over her to kiss her cheek.

When I saw Skyler at the beach with Zachary my heart shattered into millions of pieces. When she left the tour all I could think about was her. I couldn't help but thinking that I was my fault we broke up, I couldn't help but think it was my fault that she left the tour. Every night I cried just thinking about her, she was my everything. The one and only thing on my mind. So what she kissed a few guys while she was drunk, she had no clue what she was doing. She didn't even know what happened when she got into the taxi. Why did I have to over exaggerate and ruin what we had?

At least I have her back in my arms.

I played with her hair for a while before falling asleep myself.

***Later***

I woke up to the sounds of phones takings pictures and awes. I look to see all the guys surrounding the bed. "Why are you taking pictures of us sleeping?" I asked them and the all smiled. "Are the love birds back together?" Sammy asked and I nodded. They all cheered loudly waking Skyler up. "What the fuck?" I heard her mumble before rubbing the sleep out of her eyes and looking in the direction of the guys. "Why are they here?" She asked covering her face with her pillow and I chuckled.

"Get up sleeping beauty. We're going to go someplace." Johnson says, Skyler removed the pillow from her face and looked at Johnson like He was crazy. "It's is like 12 in the morning where the hell are we going?" She says and Johnson shrugs. "Just get ready." Hayes says "Shouldn't you be in bed?" She asked Hayes. "No." Hayes said offended.