Wilbur x Male Reader

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Doesn't follow canon plot
There is a shower scene but it isn't sexual
Also want to remind you that these are the characters, I'm not trying to sexualize the people with a shower scene, in the sense used its not sexual but there is nudity so i wanted to make sure I was clear

Y/N pov

I was sat on the sofa, wrapped in a blanket while staring off into space... since Wilbur's death I've done literally nothing and discarded every basic human function... including cleaning up, showering, anything normal people do I probably haven't done it. I haven't even opened the curtains and blinds, I've heard that Phil's concerned along with Ranboo and Techno. I was close to those guys before... Well you already know I suppose

There was a knock at the door, not uncommon, it's usually Phil or Ranboo bringing me food which I hardly eat or them begging me to shower or at least clean the house, I don't. I don't really even talk to them... In truth I loved Wilbur, everyone thought we were only best friends and we were, I never told wil how I felt. I only ever told Phil once, after Wilbur passed he came to my house and I broke down crying and in sobs explained

...

"Aw mate"

Phil cradled my body on the floor, rocking me back and forth while running him fingers through my hair, he did this to calm me down and it stopped my crying

"I'm sure he loved you too Y/n"
"It hurts Phil... it hurts"
"I know mate, I know but you have to stay strong for me okay? I can't loose another child"
"But I'm not-"
"I care about you too much mate, you'd be a son to me no matter what happened with wil"
"What do you mean?"
"Well if you married wil you'd be my son in law, if not I'd still protect you as if you were my own but you need to help yourself too, you can't go insane just like he did"

...

...

I walked toward the door, opening it slightly, poking my head out a bit, looking at the person's shoes. I didn't recognize them.

"Can I come in?"
"...!"

I looked up and started crying, hugging my own arms before Wilbur brought me into a hug, one arm around my neck and the other around my hips

"Aw love don't cry"
"Don't hug me"
"Why not love?"
"I haven't showered in months"
"At least your actually registering, Phil said it was useless trying to get you to shower, let's go clean up the place a bit yea?"

He walked in and opened the blinds, the room instantly illuminating and that's when it properly hit me.

"...I haven't done anything... in months"
"No you haven't, come on, let's take a shower"

He grabbed my hand and brought me upstairs. Once we got to the bathroom he put on the water and helped me get undressed, I was pretty weak from not eating much in months, he did the same for himself before getting in the shower along with me. He grabbed some shampoo and started washing my hair, washing it out while I sat there actually present and not in my own mind for once

"I want to wash your hair too wil"
"I don't think your tall enough"
"Fuck you"

I grabbed some shampoo and started washing his hair too, he started laughing. When I asked why he said it was because I looked stupid concentrating. We washed ourselves off and got some towels, drying ourselves off and getting new clothes, him borrowing some old spares since we used to share the house.

"Can I cook tonight?"
"No"
"Can I cook tonight, please?"
"No."
"Please? I'll... probably do something useful?"
"Fine, I'm helping though"
"That's fine with me"

...

I was sat on my bed, looking at everything around me, I was zoning out a bit but would you really expect someone to just stop something that they've done for months and never do it again? No, you wouldn't. I was waiting for Wilbur to get out the bathroom so we could go to sleep since the guest room isn't ready yet

"You ready to sleep darling?"
"Yea"
"Y'know I was thinking, did you sleep? Move? Anything?"
"I slept, moved a bit when Phil or ranboo guided me around, not much else"
"Did you sleep well when you slept?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"I was uncomfortable but I mainly didn't want to"
"Why not?"
"I got nightmares after you died and they scared me but I didn't want to sleep in case you got back when I wasn't able to welcome you back"
"..."

He said nothing but pulled back the covers and got in, patting the space next to him. I looked at him weirdly before doing as he said.

Once I lied down he pulled me into a cautious hug, more comforting and affectionate then the ones he gave before. One of his arms was wrapped around my waist and the other was around my chest diagonally, his hand resting on my shoulder. His chin rested on my other shoulder while he hummed a familiar tune to me

"Well I heard there was a special place..."

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