âme soeur

chapter 30

Anika Pov

" Anika " he said trying to break the hug but my hold become more tight. I felt his hand on mine but unlike  other time today his hands were cold.  We stand their in sheer silence. I don't know  what to say or do only thing in my mind to be with him. I am feeling bad after listening what bade papa had said I can't imagine what Shivaay is feeling.

How much he is hiding within himself. Whatever I listened what Om and Manav said Shivaay didn't deserve this. He scarified his childhood, his happiness for family only without complaining once .

This time he break the hug successfully and turned.  And his eyes met with mine his always set hairs were messy the spark in his eyes were missing instead his eyes were red. He is looking so tried and worn out.

"Anika what are doing here what happened?? You came here alone at this time are you out of mind it's not safe you know it then also. Tell me what happened did someone say something. What happened Anika "  he shouted make me flinch. And start coughing. God I never saw him angry. I kept my palm on his mouth to stop him. Which soil he is made of always worry for others forgetting himself. He is pretending like nothing has happened.

" Shh ...Shh .....Shut up not a word more. " I said glaring him but he is utterly shocked. He try to say something but my one look  make him Shut up.

" It's not always about me or others Shivaay. " I can feel his breath on my fingers. I take my hand back realising we are standing very close. I step back.

" It not always about me or others Shivaay. What about yourself. You are out of mind you drive  when you yourself are not in right state of mind you came here.I was so worried for you I am getting so many negative thoughts what if something happened to you. Tell me I am asking you  Shivaay. " I asked him in a loud voice what he thinks of himself. And he is completely taken aback I never talked to him like this I don't wanna talk to him like that but it is necessary to put some mind in his stupid brain.

Shivaay start coughing again this time badly. He kept rubbing his chest near the heart. His face was all red due to coughing.  I was so scared him like this. Anika it's not time to panick or scared.

" Shivaay  what happened shivaay " I rubbed his back to make him calm down but no use.

" My...med.... medicines... " He tried to say.

" Medicines which medicine... "

" My.. coat... pocket.... car "

" Wait a minute I getting "  I make him seat on nearby bench. I hurriedly run towards the car. Find his coat at back seat. Taking the water bottle that also kept at back seat. I came back.

I take the small box from his coat which having three- four tablets.

" Shivaay which one "

I give him the box. He take the white one I handed him the bottle. After he take medicine he seat their keeping his head back closing eyes taking deep breath. I kept rubbing his palm.
After sometime he become normal but coughing a little.

" You are fine " I asked him to which he nodded his head.

" I have allergy from dust and forgot to take medicine." before I asked he himself told.Making me more angry.