Jacob's POV
"You seem pretty happy in the media.""Y-you've been following me?"
"Not by choice. You're on the news every other week doing those show appearances. I drive without the radio because of you."
"Y-you do?"
"Yeah. I can't bring myself to listen to your songs. Oh and let's not mention the fact...you're engaged."
She cupped my face.
"Jacob...I'm so sorry."
"Don't lie. You told me, you didn't give a flying fuck if I dropped dead."
I took her hands off my face.
"I want my Ronnie back."
"I-I'm still your Ronnie!"
I shook my head.
"But you're not. You're not my Ronnie. I lost my Ronnie the moment when, she essentially told me to kill myself. My Ronnie is missing. I can't find her. I give up. She's obviously not coming back to me. She must be dead. I-I'm sorry but I-I can't do this."
I shut the door. I locked the door and started crying. I dragged myself back up to my room. I turned off all the lights and hid under my blanket. The next day, someone knocked on my door. Once again, I dragged myself out of bed. I opened the door. I saw Veronica again.
"Yes?"
"I'm coming in. You can't stop me."
I rolled my eyes. She ducked under my arm and walked inside. I shut the door and locked it.
"What do you want?"
"How can I make this better?"
I shrugged.
"No idea."
"J....I feel horrible."
"Since day fucking one, I've been there for you. I held a gun up to my head and you weren't around. You didn't see the whole thing. You only saw, what you did."
"Jacob..."
"For 5 years now...I've wanted to die. 5 YEARS. You were nowhere to be found."
"I-I didn't know."
"You didn't see past all the fake smiles?"
"N-no."
"Damn. And I thought you knew me well."
"Y-you're not my Jacob."
"Yeah no shit Veronica. We could've been married with kids now."
"Jake.."
"Stop saying my fuckin name. Just...stop. Just...stand there and listen. I tried to hate you. I tried so hard. I thought if I did...I'd let go of you but...at the end of the day. I love you and I can't hate you. I can't let you go. I've only been alive in case...you came back. Your engagement...threw me off the edge. Your song kills me too."
"I-it's just one song. The rest are demos."
"Doesn't matter. It still hurts. You make me seem like the bad guy. So maybe I am."
"You're not! I am!"
"Don't yell. Just...just don't. Is this really what I get for protecting you?"
"No. I-it's not."
"I slept on your bedroom floor for weeks. I hid in your closet with you. I was never mad about you cheating. I understood that you didn't understand what it meant. But after everything else? I-I'm absolutely broken. Hell, I'm probably permanently broken. Maybe...I can't be fixed. I'll be honest. It is your fault. I gave you everything you fucking wanted. You were my goddamn world. That all came crashing down that day. I gave you every spare minute I had. You gave me 4 hours. Then...you blew up on me. You left. All because I was having a mental breakdown. Who does that?"
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Fix My Heart
RomanceAll Veronica has known all her life are the walls of her house. Her parents have never let her outside. Her parents are abusive as well. One day she decided it was time for her to get away from them. One night she snuck out of the house and started...