"IT'S ALL STARTED WITH A DARE"

Chapter 34

chapter 34

Grammatical error ☑️

Gulf p.o.v

We sit silently under the tree, looking at the beautiful city of Bangkok,with the noise of the wind like a music to my ears, this is so relaxing.

I glance at Mew, just looking at his side profile making my kness melted at the sight..

"Thank you for taking me here,but can i know, why you suddenly took me here in your safe place? am i that important to you?" i ask him sincerely yet teasingly,he cackled and look at me with amused face

" welcome, i know you have a lot of things in your mind, and what happened earlier is enough for me to took you here so that you can calm and have some peace" He said smiling at me, and i smile at his words but then, i realized that he didn't say if i am important to him or not? and my smile slowly fading at the thought that i am not really important to him..that he just took me here because of pity.

'pfftt you are so dumb and a fool of yourself Gulf! do you think he really care of you? tsskk of course he just want to help nothing more, nothing less, so cut the crap and pull yourself up'

i came back to my sense when I heard him saying something,

" can i ask you a question Gulf"? Mew ask me hesistantly while rubbing his hand on his nape,

"Sure what is it"? i said and smile a bit to him,

" Can you tell me, why you suddenly have a panicked attack earlier? but if you don't want to tell me it's ok, I understand" he said hesistantly and the smile on my face banished and replace it with a seriousness

" I know you are curious but you don't have the right to know about my panicked attack, you are just my fake boyfriend remember?" i said seriously with a hint of anger, why he should want to know about my panicked attack? when I'm not important to him at all?

he look at me startled and shocked at what i said

" yeah! you're right we're just fake boyfriends and I don't have right to know you, after all we still an enemy and just behaving like this, because of the dare you make, i wonder when the day you will finally tell that this is over" he said at me emotionless while looking directly to my eyes,

and it's time for me to get shocked at what he said, and my heart shutters into pieces when his words sink in, in my head..

is he also want to get rid of me, that's why he is wondering when the day I'll finished all this? i gather all my energy to hide the pain that i am feeling right now, and look at him emotionless

" You want me to stop all this now? if you really can't stand me anymore,then sure tommorow let's announced to our friends that we are not dating anymore, after all i already get the price" i said shurgging as if its nothing to me, but i know deep inside I'm broken!

" N-no it's not like that, i mean i didn't say that you will stop now, i -i..." he said lost on his words and so i stop him from talking..

" Don't say anymore Mew, i know you really don't want this in the first place, so just be happy that starting tomorrow you will never have a fake relationship with me, and will never be my fake boyfriend again, and after this we will ignore each other and act like we are still a stranger!" i said and stands up, dusting the invisible dirt in my pants.

i look at him and he still looking daze, i shook his shoulder and signing him to get up

"let's go, it's already late" i said and he nod at me,i walked towards his car and wait for him to get into the car and unlock the door, after that we settled inside his car and he gave me a nod before he beat the accelerator and speed up to the now silent road..

through out the journey no one dare to make a noise,i didn't know that a lot of things will happen in just one day! and I don't want to think anything right now, i need a peace of mind, and I thought the trip to the cliff will give me that, but i guess it didn't happen rather he give me another things to think!

after 1 hour and 45 minutes we arrived at my house, Mew park his car in front ot my gate and unlock the door in my side, i open it and get off of his car, i look at him and he is not looking up at me, why should he anyway? tssskk

" thank you for tonight, and for everything, goodbye" i said and smile a bit at him, i didn't let him say anything as i close the door of his car and walked inside my house,

I walk to my room and lay down to my bed,holding my pillow and finally the tears that i held through the journey finally fall down, fat tears are now running down my cheeks and i look pathetic right now, crying loudly,

i cried and cried untill i pass out because of exhausted and tiredness physically, emotionally and mentally.....

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