"IT'S ALL STARTED WITH A DARE"

Chapter 36

chapter 36

Grammatical error ☑️

Mew p.o.v

A sound of Car brake my trance from kissing this girl in front of me, due to surprise with the car,i look at the car who is now driving away and i am shock when i recognize the care, it's Gulf car.

did he saw me kissing this girl? wait? why i even bother to ask my self if he saw me kissing someone? after all we break every thing about us.

i still remember the night,when he break everything about us, it should be a happy night because i bring him there to calm and have peace,but i didn't expect that it will turn into something that i didn't expect to come an end.and that's is our fake relationship..

Flashback...

"Thank you for taking me here,but can i know, why you suddenly took me here in your safe place? am i that important to you?" he ask me teasingly, i cackled and look at him with amused face

" welcome, i know,you have a lot of things in your mind, and what happened earlier is enough for me to took you here so that you can calm and have some peace" I said smiling, and he smile back to me, i donty know why? but Everytime he smile there is this light that shine like a sunflower bloom, he really have a beautiful smile, and i don't dare to deny it.

i want to ask something but i am not sure if he want to answer me or not
i look at him and exhale deeply,

" can i ask you a question Gulf"? i finally ask him while rubbing my hand to the back of my head..looking at him Shyly?ehem shyly? that's new!

"Sure what is it"? he said and smile a bit to me

" Can you tell me, why you suddenly have a panicked attack earlier? but if you don't want to tell me it's ok, I understand" i said hesistantly and the smile on his face banished and replace it with a seriousness.

and with the look on his face, i am starting to sweat...

" I know you are curious but you don't have the right to know about my panicked attack, you are just my fake boyfriend remember?" he said seriously with a hint of anger, shocked that's the only expression that you can see in my face, because i am literally shocked!

seriously i am just asking, and now he is saying that I don't have the right to ask because i am just his fake boyfriend? what's wrong with him?

" yeah! you're right we're just fake boyfriends and I don't have right to know you, after all we still an enemy and just behaving like this, because of the dare you make, i wonder when the day you will finally tell that this is over" i said emotionless and he was surprised at what i said, and there is something on his eyes,he is hurt? angry? I don't know what is the exactly emotion on his eyes, but i am sure there is pain on them.or i am just hallucinating?

" You want me to stop all this now? if you really can't stand me anymore,then sure tommorow let's announced to our friends that we are not dating anymore, after all i already get the price" he said shrugging as if he is not affected? but why would he? i look at him wuth my wide eye ready to pop off at his sockets.

N-no it's not like that, i mean i didn't say that you will stop now, i -i..." i said lost in my own words and so he stop me from talking..

" Don't say anymore Mew, i know you really don't want this in the first place, so just be happy that starting tomorrow you will never have a fake relationship with me, and will never be my fake boyfriend again, and after this we will ignore each other and act like we are stranger again!" he said and stands up, dusting the invisible dirt in his pants...

i stiffed in my sit, like i can't move anymore, just like that? he will just break things easily like that? but i should be happy right? but why i felt like there is a million nails digging in my heart?am i hurt? but why? i shouldn't felt like this! damn!

i am still lost in my own thoughts when his voice ring in my ears.

"let's go, it's already late" he said, i look at him and nod,he walked towards my car and he wait for me to get into the car and unlock the door, after that we settled inside my car and i gave me a nod before i beat the accelerator and speed up to the now silent road..

through out the journey no one dare to make a noise,i didn't know that a lot of things will happened in just one day, i glance at him and he is looking outside the window, i really want to understand and know you more Gulf, before i finally accept or name this feeling that i am holding for you, but you just stop me from doing that and end up our fake relationship.but i guess this is the right to do,after all i am still not over with my past.

after 1 hour and 45 minutes we arrived at his house, I park his car in front ot the gate of his house and i unlock the door in his side, he open it and get off of my car, he look at ne but i didn't dare to look at him..

" thank you for tonight, and for everything, goodbye" he said and after i make sure that he is not here anymore, i look at the front of his house,

''i guess this is now the goodbye for us Gulf, Thank you for everything' i said in my mind, i glance at his house for the last time and finally drove into my own house.

i am exhausted and i badly need to lay donw in my bed and forget everything that is happening right now..

End of Flashback.....

i came back into my trance when someone tap my shoulder, i look at that person and she is smiling at me, i smile back a bit at her, look back at the entrance of the parking lot where the car exit..i didn't know that i am summarizing my past with Gulf..

"let's go honey,we will be late in our class, let's just continue this in my place after class" she said and i just nod at her and we walked towards our own room....

while we are walking,there is this questions again that is troubling my head again,

Why he suddenly went out and not attending his class? and why he is driving so fast? did he finally told our friends about us? Shia! why this questions suddenly popping out again to my head? arrrgghhh,

ii just hope that i will concentrate in the class later or else our professor will chase me away to his class again.but i really don't care tho..after all I'm not found in studying and i am not also smart to worry about my grades.

Continue....

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