"IT'S ALL STARTED WITH A DARE"

Chapter 37

Chapter 37

Grammatical error ☑️

Gulf p.o.v

I'm driving like a mad man while crying, i didn't even bother to think about the rules of the roads or how many times i ignore the red light.

why i need to suffer like this? i know it's my fault, but why? If i know Love can hurts like this,then i should stop my feelings about him earlier, so that i won't suffer like this,And maybe love isn't for me or maybe i don't deserve it!

it's hurt so much seeing him making out with others, how i wish i am the girl his kissing at the parking lot..What the fuck?cut the crap Gulf, stop your delusional! just accept it that he would never love you,

I came back from the reality when my car halted at the middle of the road, i look at my car confused, what the hell? i look around to see if others vehicle is passing,but no One!

I tried to bring my car into life, but it no use and that's when i saw that the Gas is Empty! what the fuck? why i am so unlucky today? I am breaking out and this car of mine suddenly comfort me by Emptying the Gas and break in the middle of the road? because of my frustrations i hit the stirring wheel hard many times.

I walk in the middle of the road after i left my car, and I'm not familiar with this road,all i can see is a tall grass and no Houses at all, Where i am exactly?

i grab my phone in my pocket, i scrolled through my contacts and i stop scrolling when i saw Mew's number, should i call him and pick me?What the fuck Gulf?, he don't care about you at all and you are planning to call him for help? wake up Gulf? you are no one to Mew but a Stranger! and that's when it hit me hard.

and once again i broke into tears again, i sit at the middle of the road while crying and screaming!!

"Whhhhyyyyy?!!! Whyyyy i need to suffer like this? Why can't i unlove you?Whyyyyyyy??!!!!!" I scream like a mad man after all no one can hear me,or saw me like this.

But i am wrong,when someone kneel in front of me, and patted my shoulder,

i tilted my head to see who is in front of me, it's an old man,he is looking at me smiling but i can clearly see the pity and concern in his eyes,i look at him confusedly while my tears still running down on my face.

"Braking down in the middle of the road is not a good idea son! i heard you screaming and crying loudly, and by looking at you i know you are having a hard time,and you can cry in my shoulder until you are okay"he said while patting my shoulder,

and so i cried and i cried in his shoulder " W-why c-cant t-the p-person i-i l-love, l-love m-me b-back? i-know i d-did s-something b-but W-why? c-cant h-he s-see i a-am s-suffering?" i said why i am crying and he 'sshhhh' me down calming me,

i cried and cried until i can't breath and my chest tighten i tried to breathe but i can't, i feel my body is shaking and my sight is blurring and all i can see is black,

I close and open my eyes trying to bring my eyes sight,but to no use, i can also feel the old man shaking my body and trying to call my name, i tried to respond to him but no words came out to my mouth, and that's when i finally lose my consciousness

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i wake up because of the sun hitting my face,i open my eyes and scan my surroundings, all i can see is pure white, am i already dead? i continue scanning my surroundings until my gaze landed in the monitoring beside my bed and that's when i realized that i am at the hospital..

Why i am here? who brought me here? i need to go home,as i was about to get up from my bed,the door open revealing a old man and a Girl dressing in white coat..

"Son, don't stand up,you still have to rest, and i am glad you finally wake up" he said while he walked towards me and lay me down again in the bed, i look at him confusedly

"why i am here? and who are you P?" i ask him and damn my voice is sour,

"ohh?i am the old man who help you and comfort you in the middle of the road, i am Also the one who brought you here in the hospital son" he said and smiled at me,

and that's when i remembered everything, so I avert my gaze towards him as i am embarrassed.

"Thank you P' for helping me" i said not looking at him,as i am still embarrassed

"you don't have to thank me son, and by the way the doctor is here to check up on you, i will go outside to buy you food, while the doctor is checking up on you" he said and i just nod at him and he walk out, i look at the doctor and she smiled on me,

" Hello Nong, I am Doctor Silvia and i am the one checking up on you," She said softly and i smiled at him she is friendly i guess..

"Hello P' Im Gulf and thank you for taking care of me, but can i ask if how many days i am here?" i ask him politely while sge start scanning me,she look at me

"you've been here for the past 3 days,and thank god you finally wake up" She said and i almost scream because of shock,what the hell? I've been here in the past 3 days? unconscious?

" what?" that's all the word came into my mouth

she face me " Yes you've been here in the past 3 days,i run a test to you and that's when i discover that you have a heart problem and a blood cancer, your blood cancer is now in the stage of 4, i also know that you've been stressed and physically and mentally tired and that's the couse why you are unconscious in the past 3 days" she said and i am not shock at what i heard,after all i know that i am sick, i sigh and look at her, and i don't like her stare,she is looking at me with pitty

" I am dying right? how many years or months i still have to live?" i said directly,i know that i am dying but i just have to know, when? so that i can prepare myself

"you still have---"

after the doctor finished checking me up, she left me to rest for a while,i close my eyes and i can feel how my body is tired,

My friends still don't know about my condition, and I don't have a plan to tell them, i know it's not fair but i don't want them to worry about me,

I know they are now worried about my sudden disappearance, but i don't want to call any of them,.

i will just explain or make an excuses when i came home..

Continue......

I'm not a medical students so please bare with my explanation about Gulf sickness 😭🙃