They said it was impossible, there was no cure. I was damned for eternity. My soul would rot away and blacken in the deepest pits of hell.
I screamed against the pressing wait of my burden I fought against it. God did I fight my damnedest to beat them. To beat it and prove them all wrong. There was a way. There had to be a way.
Only when I was sitting on the floor in a pool of growing blood, my brother and angel lying dead and bloody around me did I realize that they had been right. I was a monster. Everything I had been told was right.
They were dead by my own hands. The last of my family. Gone with the slice of a blade.
I was cursed. There was no saving me. My fate was to spend the rest of my days burning in hell. That was where I had belong all along. No one gets out of hell with a human soul still intact. Not for long anyways.
Hell's burning flames will always find its missing soul again one way or another.
This is where I would always return to.
Hell
There was no such thing as heaven for me. Only fire and pain.
Heaven's gates had slammed their doors and threw me into the pit.
I was now and forever a son of hell with blood on my hands and eyes black as night.
I had joined the army of darkness. After all, they you can't save a demon from itself. There's just nothing left in them to save.
I had lost myself and everything else I had ever loved.
Dean Winchester was no more. I had turned into my worst nightmare.
I have nothing left to go back to so I let fire and evil become my new life.
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SPN Oneshots
FanfictionJust a random collection of my short supernatural one shots. Usually Sabriel and Destiel related but not always