Honey's POV
Enzo sacrificed so much to be with me. He left his family to accompany me in beating this cancer.
He had been busy on his phone for almost half an hour now. I kept pushing Enzo away before, but here I am, being jealous of his phone.
I told him to meet other people, but deep inside me, I didn't want him. I want to be his only love. It sucks to be in this situation. When you want to be the only person for him, destiny is playing with you. Even if I want to be his only one true love, I want him happy. If life fucked with me and didn't give me a chance to have a lifetime with him, I want Enzo to decide for his happiness.
"Anything fun on your phone?" I asked.
"Nothing, baby. I am just reading our group chat. Axl is drunk, and they are making fun of him."
Even if Axl doesn't like me, I miss him. I have so much respect for Axl.
I miss the nosy Licah too.
I miss mommy Reese, who always tells me everything about his daily lives. I miss him being sweet to me.
I miss mommy Riley who I always talk to when it comes to fashion.
I miss mommy Nigel, who always gives me a box of sweets.
I miss Jace, who is always getting on my nerves regarding his style.
I miss daddy Aidan, who is a lowkey my protector.
I miss daddy Rye, who will apologize secretly on behalf of Enzo after our fight.
I miss daddy Aki, who always told me to smile more often.
I miss mommy Maru, who would spoil me with diamonds.
I miss daddy Cloud who would always ask how I was whenever we saw each other.
I miss daddy Rain, who always asked me if his wife admired other guys.
I miss North, who would always be there for me whenever I needed it.
I miss daddy Kian, who always plays beautiful music whenever I visit them.
Most of all, I miss mommy Ira.
For me, he is the best. He understands me even if I don't say anything. He hates talking, but he can listen to me for hours. I love him the most.
Speaking of mommy Ira, I need to call him.
I wait patiently because he doesn't usually answer his phone.
"Honey! Why?" He answered. Mommy Ira just woke up, judging his voice.
"I just called because I missed you."
"I see. Are you with Enzo?"
He didn't even say that he misses me too. I am used to it.
"I miss you, mommy Ira." I repeated.
"Fine. I miss you. How are you?" He asked.
"Well, I guess. I look ugly, but it's fine. I'll be pretty after I overcome this illness."
"Turn on your camera." He asked.
Hesitantly, I followed his order. I have a beanie, so it won't look that bad. I hate my hair right now. I hate my skin too. Anything about me is ugly. Even cancer inside me is the worst.
He stared at me and showed me his worth billion dollars smile.
"You are beautiful, Honey." Mommy Ira said. "Don't ever lose that confidence because even if anyone turned their back against you, remember that a Miracle Jongcheveevat is your number one supporter. I don't lie. Looking at you through the screen now, I can confidently say that Honey is one of the most beautiful people I know. Never mind what others say about you. Deep within, lies a kind person that people fail to see. I will always admire you. Some flaws, yes, but who among us is perfect? No one. Keep believing in yourself. Keep loving Enzo and maintain that love for everyone, even if only a few recognize it. You don't have to prove yourself to anyone. If I were born the same time as you, I would do everything to keep you as my best friend. You are meant to be treasured. I miss you so much. Get well and meet me." Mommy Ira said many things. Is he possessed or something? He is always silent, but he talked a lot today.
