It was stolen from me
He stole it from me.
He stole it from me without care,
Without compunction,
Without wondering if it mattered.
Without knowing, someday,
I want to give it freely.
He despoiled me,
He took from me my soul.
And I want it,
I look for it.
It's not something
to be found again.
It meant everything to me,
To have given it freely
Without sorrow,
Alas, it was stolen.
I was far too young,
To understand that someday,
I would want to have it,
To give it with love.
So, now I am broken,
I am despair,
What he took without hesitation,
Was never his to take.
I am weak,
But I'm supposed to be strong.
I am a victim,
But I'm supposed to be a survivor.
So I lie, I pretend, I act,
Like it never happened.
How far will I go?
Who will I become?
I am shame,
I am sorrow,
I am alone,
I am nothing.
Alone I cry, pray, wish,
Am I still a boy,
Will I ever become,
A man.
Dropping my pencil on my desk, I couldn't decide if it's good or not. Whispers of doubt crept into my mind. Yanking the page from my notebook, I slid it into my English textbook. Mom once told me, "if you don't want anyone to read it, don't write it." Yeah, I ignored that again. Since I wouldn't use it, I would have to create another for my English assignment.
I climbed into bed, contemplating turning fifteen soon. Memories washed over me as waves in the ocean pulling me under, threatening to drown me. I know I should be happy, but it just meant I survived another year. I thought he would have murdered me by now. Or maybe I just hoped, seeing that I'm too cowardly to do it myself.
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