Take care

47

Previously

I chuckled leaning my head back.

Summer Miller
22

Mhh when I get back?

Mhm

I want us to spend time together I want you to have free reign.. like you know my routine down to a t so you can have a key..

To yo shit?!

Yes I want to trust you in all aspects no matter what I already trust you with my body and heart so why not go all in..

Right..go to sleep baby you got hersals in da morning

Mhm ok night papa

Nigh

I fell asleep on FaceTime with him still feeling a sense of that security and love I've always wanted from a man.

It's so fulfilling to be loved truly or cared about I craved it so much that I used to go boy crazy when I was younger I'm only just now losing my v card about 6 months before meeting him.

It wasn't the very best but at least it's over with and I'm clean, this is a win in my book.

But who would've known I would finally have this moment maybe I'm moving hella fast but like I said this is something I would or could only dream about.

Yes, there's still a few good men in the world but my man...no he stuck forever wid me only way he leaving is in that casket, he's gonna die of old age not because I killed him.

I'm just ready for our future this the first time I'm not confused on someone or something, ughh he's ole jealous sexy ass.

Lol I still remember his voice and face when we was at the bodega and he thought I took a random dude there because I was talking or cheating as he would say.

But long story short he didn't yell at me even though he was lost on the subject of looks can be or could be deceiving, and that indeed was a deceiving look to him.

But I know Ian going nowhere no matter what I'm on the tip of his lip, dick, tongue, nose shit even his shoulder if he let me.

I'm in his head more than his own brain.

The days came faster and faster each day but Lord knows I love my sister but can't nothing beat that at home stick I'm missing so badly.

I really like this man that's why I'm so horny for him because any other dude if it was up to me wouldn't get a sniff of me walking by.

But it's pretty much always been like this for me clingy asf, horny asf, and pretty asf.

The only thing missing is a vibrator, every girl has one I feel but me I'm scared to go buy one by myself or order because no one should laugh at me taking care of myself.

And I know that's what people are gonna do, the voice in my head ain never lied to me so why would it now.

;

The wedding turn out was so beautiful shit my dress I walked down the aisle in was so fucking sexy yet elegant I was almost crying I had wore this silverish grey type color it made me feel like fucking Elsa or sumn.

Than my sister the surprise of it all she and the dude wasn't getting married out of love but for her to own some of his shit that she'd leave the marriage with it was more business than anything.

She knew he was sleeping round and she never touched him because of it she treated him like he was her kid more than anything I can't believe she left me out the loop like that though.