friends on the wall (jimmy darling x curvy reader)

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It had been weeks since you last seen Jimmy after your argument about Maggie and how you didn't trust her making Jimmy angry.

"Jimmy I don't trust her what would she want with our kind" you snapped jimmy had stumbled into your trailer drunk again, you knew him your whole life and he used to be sick at the word alcohol and now he's down this spiral of drink.

"You don't know here y/n I've finally got something good for me someone who accepts me for me" he slurred he didn't know you accept him for who is your his best friend in love with him, you knew he wouldn't love you like you loved him.

You were curvy, chubby but you didn't care about your weight you were a freak too because you were overly flexible for your weight you could do anything, "Jimmy ever since she and that guy turned up nothing seems right our family going missing" you said.

"So what you trying to say that she's kidnapping them huh?" He yelled Stumbling over your table, "I don't know what she's doing but if I'm right Jimmy don't come running to me" was the last thing you told him.

Since that day Jimmy tried to talk to you but you ignored him which led him coming to your trailer door drunk, begging you to answer the door, you never did.

You had gone into town luckily you could without being called a freak only thing everyone saw about you was you weight, that's when Jimmy went looking for you in your trailer the door unlocked since you trusted everyone here except Maggie and Stanley.

Jimmy's eyes scanning the walls noticing you had all your pictures up of friends here all except him, he felt hurt you had taken them all down, "suppose we aren't really friends anymore" he sighed to himself.

But the feeling he has for you he would recall that friendly at all, Jimmy was lost in thought thinking how he fucked up, with the drinking, Ethel wouldn't have wanted that she always told him you were the woman for him everyone saw it not him, sure he did have feelings for you but that's what he thought they were feeling most people have a crush on their best friend once right?.

Jimmy jumped hearing the door of your trailer knocking, he went to answer it seeing eve "Jimmy have you seen y/n I can't find her anywhere" she asked Jimmy shook his head in sorrow "no she's not speaking to me" he sighed Eve gave him a synthetic smile "come on" she smiled said guiding him to his own trailer next to yours.

She sat him down on a chair with a sigh, "why isn't she talking to you Jimmy you're her best friend surely it's not that bad" eve said Jimmy shook his head "it is eve I fucked up she told me how she doesn't trust Maggie and I got mad I was drunk" he said running a hand down his face.

"Oh Jimmy she's only looking out for you" she said "I know and now I feel like shit I'm trying to lean off the booze but it's hard and I haven't seen Maggie in days" Jimmy sighed lost in thought.

Eve reassured him that she would hav3 a talk with you to try and forgive him, you had made it home whilst eve was talking to Jimmy you had returned home.

Placing your bag of grocerys and essentials down on the counter unpacking everything, "y/n" eve's voice chimed entering your trailer, "Hey eve do you want something to eat I just came back from shopping I'm starving" you chuckled putting the last of your shopping away.

"Just some tea if you don't mind" she smiled taking a seat by the table, "no problem" you smiled making the tea and a few sandwiches, "we need to talk about jimmy" you sighed hearing her words, you did feel bad not talking to him but you needed to move on he loves her not you.

"We got into an argument over Maggie so I decided to keep my distance" you said placing the tea on the table with the sandwiches, "I know he told me y/n, he's not doing good" she said sipping on the sweet tea.

"What do you mean" you asked you'd thought he'd be fine without you just having Maggie, "he's sober right now but it's killing him that your not talking to him your his best friend" eve said you felt guilty for making him feel like that.

"But he's got Maggie eve I don't want to keep going on about how I don't trust her to him either way it's only pushing him away futher" you said a stray tear slipping out your eye, "you love him don't you?" Eve asked now realising how you felt over the years.

"Of course I do eve I love him so much it hurts but he loves Maggie I mean how could he not she's much more prettier she's skinner but there's something about her I do not trust" you stated wiping a stray tear from your eye.

Eve gave about the 10th sympathetic smile of the day listening to your words she knew for years that you and Jimmy were meant to be together it was written in the stars if you will, she just wanted to tell you both and get it over with but you were kids and now Maggie was here so it was all tits up from here.

"maybe talk to him tell him how you really feel y/n I know you and Jimmy were meant to be together everyone does" eve said making you look up at her with a glimmer of hope in your eyes, "he doesn't see me more as a best friend eve I'd be a fool to ever think anything else" you sighed.

Eve finished her tea standing up to leave "just give it a shot y/n you never know" eve stated giving you a small smirk as if she knew something you agreed walking out with her to Jimmy's trailer.

You felt nervous like a cage of birds in your stomach banging off the cage instead of butterfly's, you second guessed what you should do as your knuckles knocked of the metal door.

Giving three knocks to the door awaiting for him to answer "go away" you heard on the other side of the door, "Jimmy it's me" you said allowing yourself in his trailer only to be seen by a sight that makes your heart break.

Jimmy sat on the chair of his trailer sobbing, "Oh jimmy" you sighed making your way to him your hand on his shoulder in attempt to comfort him, as he sobbed hard, "why weren't you speaking to me y/n I know that argument we had but I tried to apologise and you never opened the door or listened" he hiccuped.

"Jimmy I didn't mean to give you the rubber ear it's just I needed space and you have Maggie I didn't want to get in the way" you sighed feeling an immense amount of guilt washing over you, "but our friendship means a lot more then some girl y/n we've known each other our whole life's for christ sake i thought you hated me" Jimmy cried in his vulnerable state.

it was now or never to say how you really felt about him, "Jimmy I'm so so sorry I hated what happened I'm not taking back what I said about Maggie but I get why you love her she's a whole lot better than me she's prettier, smart and skinny and I am jealous of what you two have because every part of me says that should be us Jimmy I don't hate you, I haven't stopped loving you once" you ranted.

Jimmy's soft brown eyes on your ones his lips parted at your words, "you love me?" He asked needed reassurance that after all these years he vented to his mother that he loves you thinking you never felt the same turns out that you indeed do, "yes Jimmy how could I not" you chuckled taking his hand in yours seating next to him as he watched your every move.

"But I thought you only saw me as a best friend nothing more" he said confused his eyes now darting between your eyes and lips, "that and more Jimmy" you smiled Jimmy cupped you're cheek pulling you in for a kiss, he kissed you like it was the last day on earth, a wave of warmth coursed through you kissing him back, "I love you too" he whispered against your soft lips.

You pulled him by the collar of his shirt kissing him more deeply, happy it's finally out that you love Jimmy even more ecstatic that he loves you back, you felt on top of the world the luckiest person alive all those years you waited for his lips to be on yours feeling like electricity with every kiss he gave you in that moment you wanted nothing more.

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