CHAPTER TWELVE
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Rose's POV
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Everywhere was hot. Like I was feeling hot. I squeezed my eyebrows and tossed around on the bed. I was feeling really hot. Like hot.
I turned around to the side of the bed. Then finally, I laid on my back, forcing my eyes open. I looked through the window and saw that it was midnight already. I brought my gaze away from the window and stared blankly at the ceiling.
Beads of sweat dripped down my forehead. I inhaled and exhaled. Repeated it again.
My core was getting wet. Why?
Oh no! Not now. It has not bothered me for the past days now.
I guess I am not free from it. Raising my right-hand, gently making sure it doesn't come in contact with my skin, I reached out for the jar of water beside me. I swallowed lightly and sat up gently.
I poured the water into a cup and gulped it down within seconds. I licked my lips. I stared down at my body. I was breathing heavily. So heavily.
It has started. As I was about to bring my hand down, it touched my bare laps. I rocked back and moaned.
My pain. My problem.
My uncontrollable s*x drive.
I tried every drugs, medications even cleansing but none helped. To the extent I went broke.
My body was jittery. I needed a man. A man that can satisfy this burning feeling. Even playing with myself won't sooth me.
I have been facing it since I was in high school. Till today I still was not sure who injected me with it but I was suspicious of Hadley. She was the only one who seemed to hate me though.
My nightgown already gotten soaked because of sweating. I kept breathing heavily. I need a man desperately. I am desperate.
It is painful. Feels like several pins being pushed into your skin at once.
I exhaled loudly and blew air to my skin and this made the hairs on my skin stand on their ends and goosebumps crept on my skin.
I needed a man urgently. I gently placed one of my legs on the floor and the cold floor made it freeze. I winced. I brought the other one down also and stood up gently without my hands touching me.
I staggered my way to the bathroom. Pushed the door open and went in. I went straight to the shower and turned it on.
I shuddered as soon as the cold water came in contact with my skin. I did not pull off my night gown. I let it get soaked.
I was freezing and at the same time feeling got. I did not move; only closed my eyes.
Tears rolled out of my eyes unknowingly. I did all my best in getting rid of it. But could not.
This led me to losing my mate. I did not have anyone to talk to or even confide in.
You must be wondering if I was a wolf. Well, I am wolfless. I was diagnosed and it was found out that either one of my parents was a human or rather I was just wolfless. Or I did not have the wolf genes but I smelled, like I had a scent. That was the reason I was accepted as part of the pack.
After a while of staying under the shower and I felt okay. Not really okay but I was, at least. I stepped out of the shower and shivered.
I was feeling cold. I brought my arms and wrapped around my body and jogged out of the bathroom. I hurriedly pulled off my clothes and brought out a towel from my wardrobe. I wrapped round me.
I pulled out my drawers in search of an ointment. I need to rub it on my body. It was given to me by an herbal expert. I used it. It did not change but she assured me that even though it was not curable, it will be kept at bay.
I stood up and took slow strides towards the window. I stared at sky with faint light from the stars. It was darker this night. Even the moon was dim. I heaved a sigh.
I could hear the chirping of crickets and squeaking of shrews from my room. I threw my head back and stretched out my bones before walking to the bed.
I stared at it for a while then laid on it.
Hope sleep comes…
**NEXT MORNING**
"Good morning, Rose." I heard. It was a tiny little voice that could have gone unheard if not for my sense of gripping things quick.
I shook my head and rolled over on the bed.
"Rose." It said faintly again. I squeezed my eyes shot. I sat up gently and looked around for the person who woke me up. I saw no one. Apparently no one is in my room. So why can I hear voice?
I stood up gently and walked around to see if the person was maybe hiding. Searched all through but didn't see anyone. I smirked and tiptoed to the bathroom, I gently opened the door making sure not to make in hopes of catching whosoever had woken me up. I opened the door and was about to scream at the person but found no one. I stood with confusion written all over my face.
I must have been hearing wrong things since my mate left me. Just frustrated, I guess.
I sighed and walked tiredly to my bed.
Knock! Knock!
"Come in." I muttered. The door creaked open and Maria came in with a basket in her hands.
My eyes ran from her toe to her head as she stood.
"Wait, don't tell me you brought breakfast for me?" I asked.
"Yes, Luna made sure I brought it." She said and dropped it on a table.
"Ciara told you to bring it for me?" I asked as I opened it.
"She is your Luna. Don't call her by her name." Maria said sternly. I shrugged it off.
I have been thinking of how not to get out of the room and thankfully Ciara just helped me.
I smiled at Maria and whispered 'a thank you'.
"You are welcome. I will take my leave." She said and smiled a little.
"I won't see you off." I said and she opened the door to exit my room.
I stared at the plates of food placed next to me.
"Teeth first." I smiled and walked to the bathroom.
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The Hidden Alpha's Cursed Mate
WerewolfRose Adams is a Sex addict. She has tried every thing she can to help with her addiction but it was all futile. Then on the night when her urge suddenly acted up, her mate appeared only for him to catch her in middle of the deed. In anger, he stompe...