When You Ran Away (When Series #4)

Fifteen

Chapter 15.

Red Carnation.

Nagising akong bumabahing at nanginginig. I can feel my whole body is burning! I slowly get up to drink some water when I saw him standing infront of me.

"You're having a fever," he informed while holding a glass of water.

Humigpit ang hawak ko sa kumot na tumatabon sa katawan ko. I'm still naked and it's awkward that he is here infront of me, reaching me a glass of water. Masakit pa ang gitna ko at hindi ko kayang gumalaw...

"Salamat..." paos ang boses na sabi ko.

He put the glass of water at the table and sat down in the bed. Sobrang lapit ng mukha namin at sa nangyari kagabi ay hindi ko yata kayang tingnan siya sa mata.

"Leria..." he called me, making me look at him for a second. "I'm so sorry about last night... I harassed you--"

"No. You did not," putol ko sa kaniya, nakaiwas ang tingin. "Lasing ka at... hindi mo iyon sinadya. Naiintindihan kita." ani ko.

"But still... Fvck... I'm really sorry," nanlulumong sabi niya.

Ilang beses na bah siyang humingi ng tawad? Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang 'sorry' na ang narinig ko galing sa bibig niya. Kaya siguro wala pa rin akong damit ngayon dahil natatakot siyang hawakan ako ulit.

But I'm freezing though. Kailangan ko ng damit.

"May nakahandang damit para sa 'yo," aniya nang mapansin na nako-conscious ako sa sitwasyon ko. "Are you able to move now?"

"M-masakit pa rin... Hindi ko kaya," pagsasabi ko ng totoo.

Tinitigan niya ako. Mukhang nagdadalawang-isip. I bit my lower lip. I think I should give him the permission. "Bihisan mo nalang ako please... Nanlalamig na ako." at sakto namang bumahing ako.

He silently get the clothes he prepared. Damit lang rin niya pala ang isusuot ko. I would look really small if I'd wear those. But not bad. Maingat niya akong binihisan. He actually looked away while putting his large T-shirt on me.

I'm very sure boobs of the women are not new to him so why looking away to mine? Alam kong guilty siya sa ginawa niya kagabi pero masyado namang over kung 'di niya ako matingnan habang binibihisan.

As he remove the comforter from my body, I saw a stain of blood. A sign that someone took my precious virginity.

Napapikit ako nang igalaw ko ang paa ko.

Thankfully, naisuot ko ang pajamas at malaking T-shirt niya. I was hugging him tightly while he's letting me wear his pajamas. Sobrang luwag pero ayos lang para mahimasmasan ang hapdi na nadarama ko. I smiled a little at him when we finally finished.

Umiwas siya ng tingin at walang pasabing iniwan ako sa kwarto.