41. The Rest of California Concerts

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A/N: I've realized I have extended myself too much in the previous chapters, maybe making this book a bit too boring. I started writing this book during the Chicago dates, and tried to keep up with the dates, but... life gets complicated at times, and it's hard to keep up. Also, as of now, I will be skipping forward some uneventful days till I get to my present time. I guess I will start writing in present tense once I get there.

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The remaining dates in California were spectacular! Burn it with Max, Interlude with Halsey... I got to meet Woo-Sung and the rest of the members of The Rose. Every day was a new experience.

My sex encounters with Yoongi, and generally, my time with him during those two days were also amazing, every time we lived something new, we kept discovering ourselves in so many ways. However, as the date of flying overseas came closer, I started going through some anxiety issues, I had trouble controlling it, and Yoongi started to notice it. He tried talking about all the great things we were going to live together, he would show me pictures of the places we were going to go, of the concert venues... but nothing could ease my heart that much.

On our last night in California after the concert, we went directly to his suite so he could do his usual live (which had some issues), and once it was over, Yoongi came straight to the bedroom and found me spaced out looking out the window.

— "Bella, dear, will you help me pack? Are you done packing?"

— "Yes, I packed early morning" — I answered in a vague way.

— "Are you ok my Bella? I feel you distant."

— "I'm ok Babe, just the typical jitters before going through the major decision of my life."

— "A-are you having second thoughts?" — I could hear his voice breaking. — "Are you not coming?" — he came closer, hugged me by my back, and hid his face between my neck and shoulder.

— "My dear Yoongi, I am coming, just cope with me and my emotions ok?"

— "Ok." — he left the room and left me alone, kinda puzzled with his blunt 'Ok'. Then a couple of minutes later he called me to the living room.

— "I know this is hard on you Nabi. I was waiting for a better moment to give you this, but I guess there might not be a better one."

— "Babe, I'm ok, really. Now let's go and pack your things."

— "Ani, I just called H, somebody will take care of my things. But, we have to go to your suite now, so they can do their job." — he pulled out a small red box from his pocket. — "I bought this in Chicago, and have been carrying it in my pocket since, and wrapped around my wrist during the concerts. Here, open it."

I opened the box to a white gold chain with an engraved plaque.

...
Bella
나비
자기

사랑...
나꺼

He placed it around my neck with a kiss, and I haven't taken it off since.

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