The mafia's wolf

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MAGANO POV

"Im sorry "

"What"

"I'm breaking up with im sorry "

"Why??"asking me the question that I have been so many times why ,why because my past still hunts me some how.

"Look Lorenzo she is gone out I can't feel her ,my feelings for  you are gone "he is still looking at me with hurt in his eyes and it gone worse when he heard Taylor is gone"Me and Tayler were conjoined twins we were bonded by the hip and head and when we got separate there were brain complications for me . I could not feel my emotions people say I was a robot because I acted like I had no emotions what so ever and it got worse over time ."
"And when I was kidnapped they teach us that emotions are irrelevant for girls , that emotional men are strong and used as a strength but for girls emotions make us weak not able to think straight and can be  used against us ,most of my teenage years I spend in a facility where learned how to smile,laugh ,cry and act human"

"WHAT DOES THAT HAS TO DO WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP!!"he yells at he is frustrated,angry ,sad and lossing control of his animal and he is about to explode by the way he keeps on clinching his hands. Standing close to him running my hand at his forearm

" You feel this me touching you feel sparks but I only feel human flesh against mine ,I feel nothing for you Lorenzo no love ,hate ,anger ,pity or lust nothing that's why I'm breaking up with you so you don't suffer goodbye"leaning in to kiss him on the cheek turned around and went inside and lock the door the place where I meet him for the first is the same place I will see him last .

Taking deep breath , walking up to the mirror that's in the living room. Looking at my reflection,there she is the girl that was always called weird for the green eyes and red hair ,the girl that got bullied because of how fat I am ,the girl that the government corrupted so they can have a unstoppable soldier after that night ,the girl who just lost her soul ,her wolf .

The past still hunts me and if I let it continue it will destroy all that I have done and my babies,I will finish this once and for all then I can be happy without a dark cloud over my head .

Heading in to my room sitting on my bed with journals which I write on what is important for me to remember because you never know when I'm going to lose my memory .

Add now that I broke up with and that I could never love him even though I really want to . Thinking back he made me happy I didn't have to act all of that was real but all disappeared once she's gone.

Brushing my teeth,and putting my hair in a bonnet I really need a new hairstyle   my hair out grown this , getting in the shower , washing myself throuthly to get rid of that hospital smell .

Using moisturizer no  one likes dry skin and for my stretch marks , putting on my rope that I can't tie because of my belly. Rubbing my belly feeling them move around . Going to the kitchen fixing myself a quick snack this babies love to eat but I can't hold anything down hearing my phone ring of course only her can get this number

Hi Lola

Don't hey Lola me where are you

Somewhere

Where is this somewhere

I place where I need to relax

You can relax here

Yes but am I safe there

*sigh*we can protect you but if you think your  safe there then stay

Lola

Yes

I'm sorry I didn't wait for you to kill him

He is dead that's all that matters.i should thank you .You saved me from that camp and killed everyone that harmed me

You don't have to thank me I did it for her also

Miss her

Me too

I was thinking of naming on of my kids after her

She would like that ,her ego will grow double in death

True , be safe

You too, greet Isa for me.

Bye

Bye

Arm circle around my belly rubbing it slowly and one goes around my neck feeling I slight pressure everything goes dark but not before hearing him

"I'm sorry I gave you the impression I will ever let you go"

LORENZO POV

Watching as her chest goes up and down the way her nose twitches as she grips her belly even when she is asleep she still think about our kids .

Tracing her lips her nose and eyebrows memorising each feature on her face to the tiny moles scattered under her eyes to the patterns on her lips . Beautiful, she is unreal my perfect coco an ticking time bomb that will explode once she wakes up .

I brought here where she feel in love with me the first place where we made love  for the first time where we become parents to our unborn children. So she can fall again and if she does not love for me again I will still keep her we bound together forever and the only for me to leave to her  is by death ,my death will give her freedom from me but I don't plan on dying any time soon ,and  judging by the the notes she wrote in her journals she might be the one to kill me

I prepared a light snack for her when she wakes that she likes after reading all of her journals I stock up the place with her favourite things and got her gifts.

This journals gave me new insights about Coco and how she thinks and what she thinks about, and her plans to get revenge for herself. Her plans insights of her plan how she kidnapped herself for the auction in Japan,and her plan to get close to me for  information of the men I used to consider my family. She described of how this people have hurt her and the close to her and how she will find them and torture them reading  word by word capturing each detail ,and sentence, planing has turned me on and I can't wait to take it out on her

I'm so proud of her this proves that she is only made for me and no one else . Watching her as she rubs her eyes then her belly, then she finally open them I just love her eyes the colour the brightness that shines when she looks at me with anger in them.

"What the fuck is wrong with you "

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