Reborn

16. Chocolates

"Come out you idiot, how much time do you need." I scream at Rowan who is busy dressing up for our party. Who have passed the semester early and start the final semester from next week has organized a party to celebrate it. Of course me and Rowan is also starting final semester from next week so we are invited. A few juniors with good grades are invited also

I didn’t want to go first but Rowans constant begging,  telling me to enjoy my life a little more.

It would hurt my reputation as a CEO if it was a common party but since only handful people are attending so It's okay.

Finally that shit came out dressing up in a black shirt and black pants. Wait why he is wearing black?  He never like dull colors he says it doesn’t go with his personality. Also according to him I should wear more colorful clothes.

Today our roll reversed cause I'm wearing a green dress and he is in black

"Hey are you okay? You're wearing black." I asked frown my eyebrows he gave me a disgusted look and said, "from now on I'm gonna wear dull colors. You know practicing for work clothes. By the way why are you wearing a dress? That too colored one?  You are looking like a a girl."

See this bitch, always dramatic.

Should I punch him?

When we went to the party everyone came to greet Rowan the social butterfly I ignore everyone and went to the bartender, " The finest wine you have. "

He nodded and handed me I seat on a stool took a sip and watch students dancing on dance floor some drunken some not. I feel some pairs of eyes on me. I ignore them I saw Rowan with his friends in the corner. I have no intention to talk to them 

"Can i have a dance?"

"Are you alone? Mind if I give a company?

" hey beautiful wanna dance?"

I polity diny them and enjoy my wine. Many came and try to start a conversation but got disappointed and left at my rude word or silence. I place the wine glass on the bar elbow resting on the counter and my face resting on my palm as i made circle on the wine glass with my other hand.

I got lost in my thoughts. How far I've came at such a young age. In this life I do work hard for my self in the meantime I try to do things that I enjoy. What if I have never given a second change? Simple my life would be wasted and I had no one to blame but only myself.

Even if I achieved so much my parents still doesn’t acknowledged me. Kim Taehyung who was my entire world in the past now feel so different. My sister still has the whole world resolve around her living a perfect life.

Time changed so did I.

I'm gonna be happy this time. Already I can feel myself become happy in small things. Like when I eat food, go to vacations, when my grandparents smile, when I work hard, when Rowans father call me daughter, when my uncle is pleased, when I watch some silly comedy show while eating, when I explore streetfood stalls with Rowan. All my past life I thought to become happy I need everything.

I needed money, luxury, expensive clothes, jewellery, talent like Rose, my parents affection, Kim Taehyung. I thought I need everything in the world to be happy.

But little did I know how wrong I was.

I can be happy just like that. All I have to do is letting go of the bitterness and hate inside me.

I even grown to love the plants and flowers by butler grows in the greenhouse. He always bring fresh flowers from their and keep the house fragrant.

I do projects that in my past life I necer dreamed to touch. I work so hard sometime I stay awake for two or three days. I didn’t know I was capable of it. Life changed so much.

I feel someone nudged my shoulder breaking my thoughts I look up saw Rowan looking at me with a frown.

"You okay? I've called you but you seem deep in thought. " he said

"Yah, don't worry." I answer.

"Let's go."

"Where?"

"A new seafood buffet. Thirty minutes from here. " he said happily. My eyes lit up and mouth water. I love seafood. Food is happiness, happiness is food.

I've seen my sister eat those stupid salads to be in shape, I've also done this in my past life afraid of the criticism and comparing from everyone. I bet Rose and mother would not touch the foods I eat in million years. Hehe their problem.

I followed Rowan like a lost or may I say hungry puppy.

When me and Rowan was at desert section I saw a chocolate fountain something hit me. Jeon boy would love it if he was here that boy loved chocolates. A chuckle escape my lips. I still remember how he use to devour the one I would give him. I heard he never came school after that day he disappeared.

Where did you go Jeon boy?

I wish you good luck Jeon boy may you find all the happiness in the world you deserve it just like I do. But I wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart. Cherish your life and work hard for the second change you got not for others but yourself.

While eating Rowan keep asking me about Kim Taehyung. He said why does he keep staring at me I simply answer that he has staring problem. But that didn’t stop him he keep nudging me for more tea but he might forgot Taehyung is my sisters fiancee.

Whatever my feeling for him, he will always be my sister's and if I try to win him over I'll be called a slut. It's so funny how feelings can be so pathetic. And I'll never go after a committed man in this life.  I need to keep my stupid feelings out of my way.

After finishing dinner Rowan buy some for his father and grandma.

See a family man.

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