STYLES in Disguise *slow editing*

CHAPTER 49: Me vs. Me

The month of December came and London is covered in snow.

It is December 26 but I'm all alone in my room. Karen went to Kendall's party with One Direction. Though I don't like Kendall, I don't forbid Karen to be friends with her. I just feel jealous sometimes because they both have more time together than me.

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"Stacey, can you please pick up Karen here?" Niall called me up at 9:00 pm.

"Is there anything wrong happened to her?' I concernedly asked. Karen asked me to come with her but I refused. Kendall and I will never be best pals neither be friends. She annoys me so much. She's my bad romance.

"She's drunk and she really insisted that she likes you to pick her up. I volunteered myself to drive her home but she just don't like." Niall explained.

"What?!" I said, surprised. "Where in the world does she learn how to drink alcohol? She never drink before." I gushed.

"I think she has a problem." Niall stated. What he said captured my attention. What would be my bestfriend's problem?

"Do you have any idea what would it be?"

"I can feel it's all about you."

"What?! How?!"

"Before she once told me that you've changed a lot. That you act different all the time. She said she missed her best friend. She's very concern about you."

"Oh gosh! I never thought about that." I mumbled. "okay. Wait for me there. Tell her that I'm on my way.' Then Niall hung up. I wore my boot and jacket on before going out to find Ben.

I'd got to the place after 30 minutes of travelling. Kendall's house is nice and huge unlike her. I went inside and passed through the sea of people. Some were dancing, drinking and smoking but I didn't care. I travelled here to pick up Karen and not wanting to see my bad romance.

I've got to a place in the house where only 2 to 3 persons were making their lives busy. I am very anxious to see Karen, and go home.

"Look who's here." A sarcastic voice filled my ears. Kendall appeared holding a glass of wine.

"I didn't mean to trespass your house but I have to pick Karen up. So if you'll excuse me, I have to keep moving." I sassed and passing through her, she grabbed my wrist and forcibly pulled me back to my last position.

"Not so fast Miss." She said. I can smell the alcohol in her breathe.

"What do you want?" I asked, rudely.

"You're not even invited here." She insulted.

"I know. Haven't you listening? I just told you that I'm here for my best friend." I sternly said.

"But she's my best friend too." She smirked.

"What? That is simply ridiculous. Why in the world you always want the people I love? Why don't you find your own?" I really can't hold my temper.

"Like Harry?" she said sarcastically. I gazed at her. "He's mine Stacey, he's mine." Kendall stated.

"He's no one's property Kendall." I shouted.

"But why are you shouting at me? In my own house? He loves me and there's nothing you can do to take him from me." Kendall smiled.

"What do you know about love?" I rudely replied. "How can you say that Harry loves you? What are your basis?" I gazed at her.

"Harry." She called out and Harry did come. His eyes widened when he saw me. He was about to utter a word when suddenly Kendall pulled him closer to her and kissed him on the lips. I got speechless and hurt, of course.

"So that's your basis? What a waste of time." I rolled my eyes. Seconds later, Niall appeared with Karen.

"I don't want to waste my time talking to you Kendall. C'mon Karen, let's go home." And I walked out. Niall and Karen got first to the car because Louis and Liam asked me something made me stranded so I let them first.

Everywhere was white that night. The snow didn't stop in falling from the sky.

When I was about 6 meters away from the car, I stopped as I heard Harry calling out my name.

"What do you need?" I sassed as I turn around to face him.

"Please, let's talk." Harry begged.

"Talk about what? There's nothing for us to talk about." I shrugged and turn around to pace towards the car.

"There is and it's all about us." Harry grabbed my hand. I turned to face him again and tried to remove his hand from mine but he insisted.

"There was never an 'us', Harry, there will never be an 'us'." I stated and sadness filled his face.

"Why do you keep on pushing me away?" he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Because that's what you did to me before remember? So we're even." I sassed.

"Why are you doing this?" his deep voice trembled.

"Do you really want to know why?" I interrogated and he nodded. "Because I don't want to be hurt again. I am tired and sick of being hurt. A famous guy like you will never be a perfect match for a girl like me. Did you get it?" I bit my lower lip to hold my tears.

"What?" Harry asked, confused.

"Why are you so stupid? Can't you see, I'm in love with you, Harry. I love you. But now you have Kendall, maybe this is the right time to say goodbye. I know you're happy now. Maybe we aren't meant for each other so it's time for us to let go and move on." I cried.

"What? No!"

"I know that God created someone that will love you than I ever will." I sniffed. "Goodbye Harry."

"Please, don't do this." Harry wrapped his hands around my body and cried.

"Be strong." I whispered and I pulled myself out. I ran towards the car. Niall, Karen and Ben stared at me. "I'm okay, let's go home." I wiped my tears. When the car started to move, I was quite startled when Harry tapped the window and screaming 'Please, let's talk'. I didn't tell Ben to stop the car. We left Harry in the empty street, crying. I feel bad about what I did but this is for the better, I guess.