Fixing Him ♤ Jack Gilinsky ♤| {COMPLETED}

Chapter Twenty-one

Allison's P.O.V

I awoke on the couch laying on Jack We had fallen asleep watching some type of movie on t.v. last night. Sammy never called I texted him before I had fallen asleep but no reply. It hurt to know I hurt him. I had over a thousand new followers on Instagram and Twitter.

I went through my feed on twitter to see Sammy had tweeted a picture of his hand holding I'm guessing that waitresses hand captioning it "Night out with you is better." which cause my heart to sink.

I reloaded it to see recents & saw another picture captioned "This girl ❤" & a tweet "Don't know where to start. But I know it'll end with a hard & painful goodbye" & my heart instantly broke. Was this towards me?! About us?! My heart broke. I can't lose Sammy. He is my best friend. I'm the worst person on earth.

Tears pricked my eyes I'm over exaggerating . I hope. But the thought wouldn't leave my mind which only made it worse. I looled at jack who was peacefully sleeping I slowly got up not waking him thankfully as I walked upstairs clutching my phone to my chest quickly but quietly, walking upstairs.

Tears pricked my eyes thinking of it. I couldn't cry. Jack would know. But I didn't care I'm hurting so much. It's all my fault. I always mess up everything I never made my parents happy. That's why they divorced. I began to cry silently. I walked to my closet grabbing a pair of blue & grey joggers & a black V-neck I quickly walked into my restroom turning on the hot water as my tears fell. I quickly got in sinking to the floor bringing my legs to my chest. As I sobbed in them.

So much is happening in such a small amount of time. Ever since Madison said what she did it left me on edge She's reminded me of what I am. Worthless. I didn't want to listen to Cassidy yesterday nore did I want Jack to hear what Cassidy had to say, because I don't want him to feel the way I feel. I just don't want him to feel unwanted. Hated or disliked. I just want him happy. & Sammy can't leave me. He meant so much to me.

I sobbed in the shower letting it all come out. The tears fell like a watefall . I couldn't help it any more. I wasn't holding back what needed to come out. I need to talk to him before I jump to final conclusions & my doubts come back. I wiped my wet face standing up to wash my hair & body.

I quickly rinsed the conditioner out of my hair shutting the water off wiping the tears that slipped . I quickly stepped out wrapping a towel around my body and drying my hair with another after I got done doing so I dressed myself brushing my hair then teeth. Looking at my own reflection itvwas written all over that I was hurt.

That I've been crying . I put eye drops in my eyes for the redness but they were puffy. I don't care though I walked out seeing Jack standing there. His eye dull with saddness & worry. "Good moring" I whisper smiling my voice shaky. "What's good about this morning?" he asked his eyebrows pulling together "You." I smile kissing his cheek. Interwining our fingers. Trying so hard to avoid his gaze and the questions.

He walked into the restroom our hands still intertwined "I heard you" he said saddness clear in his voice. He began brushing his teeth. "Heard me what?" I asked waiting for him to finish rinsing his mouth. "You were crying." he said wetting his face then drying it with a towel. "No. I haven't cried since like the other day." I lied. "Babe, I heard you. Don't lie to me." he frowned "I'm sorry."

I said looking down he pulled me towards him "Babygirl don't be sorry." he mumbled pulling me into a hug "But don't ever get away from me. I'm here to help you as much as I can" he said kissing my head I closed my eyes "I'm so happy I'm with you." I said "I'm happier" he replied I hugged him tighter.

Why did I have to be in love with him.