It's been a week. A week since I last saw Sammy. A week since my best friend died. His presence is here but everything else died. It was all a memory.
I layed here staring out the huge window seeing the city. I didn't pay attention to because I was so distracted by my thoughts of Sammy. I do this every morning now. Stare at the window. Lay here for hours. Jack never left at all he wiped every falling tear there was. Until I told him to leave. I just needed some space
He didn't agree with it for a while but finally I got him to go. He's called me everyday he's been gone. Reminding me he loves me, misses me or just to know that I'm doing okay.
I was laying here for hours until I finally decided to get ready and ask Jack to meet me because I miss him so much.
Showering quickly & getting dressed. I called Jack as I brushed my hair.
"Hey princess" I could see his smile.
"Hi babe." I respond dryly.
"I miss you." I bluntly said.
"I miss you too babygirl. How's your week going.?" He asked
"I need my boyfriends hugs & kisses. I need him back here so I can laugh again." I said. He chuckled.
"I'm heading home then." he said.
"Meet me at Buffalo Wild Wings." I said quickly.
"Isn't that a bar full of guys?" he asked.
"Yes well kind of.. But I like there food & I miss you so I, want to take you out to eat & I know you like there wings so.. See you there." I said
"Alright." he laughed. "But you don't-"
"I love you. I'll see you there." I said hanging up before he tried to convince me not to spend money on him.
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I parked my car seeing Jack pulling into the parking space next to me. I, quickly jumping out of my car to greet him with a huge hug. He quickly wrapped his arms around me. "I missed you oh my god" he said squeezing me lifting me up.
"I missed you too!" I said one hand around his neck the other supporting his head. I kissed him missing his lips on mine.
"Lets go eat. I'm hungry." I said him chuckling.
He set me down wrapping his arm around my shoulder & my arm around his waist as we walked to the entrance. He watched me with a smile on his face. "What?" I ask. He shook his head "Nothing. You're just so beautiful." he smiled
"Ew." I giggled.
"I'm so lucky. Seriously babe." he said
"I'm lucky too." I smiled. "I have you by my side." I said tippy toeing to peck his lips.
"Table for two?" a male waiter asked "Yes please." I smile admiring Jack. "Okay. Follow me" he said swiping on the tablet he had. Jack followed first holding my hand still. "Can I start you off with anything to drink?" he asked smiling at me. As Jack & I sat in a booth. "Yes I'll have a Strawberry lemonade" I smile. The waiter writing it down. Then his smile fading looking at Jack "And you sir.?" he asked. Rather rudely. "I'll have a Dr. Pepper" Jack said glaring at him. "Your drinks will be right out." he said walking away.
"That guy totally likes you." Jack scoffed.
"Is my baby jealous?!" I gasped. Mocking him he smirked.
"I have no reason to be." he said a smile playing at his lips.
"Can I kiss you? To show that asshole you're mine." he said I laughed.
"I'm not sure, I was thinking of getting his number." I replied.
"Oh you were." he said cocking an eyebrow.
"Yes I was actually.." I try to hold back my smirk.
"Do it" he playfully scoffs.
I smile. "Okay" I said fighting my giggles.
"No don't. You're my girlfriend. Therefore you get my number & only my number. & I'm kissing you because you're mine." he said leaning over & kissing me.
I began giggling. "Finally. I was waiting for you to do that." I admit.
"You're mine. I love you. You love me. & No, we are not a summer fling. We're a forever thing." he smiled. "Ooohh you're busting out with some rhymes" I laughed. "But forever?" I smile. He nodded. "Praying we get there." he said. Heat rose to my cheeks. This boy makes me so happy. I can't even put it in words.
Shortly after our drinks arrived and we ordered our food. About twenty minutes of us being cheesy & goofy our food came & we ate it talking about everything. We had just got done finishing the last of our wings. Until I remembered the Jacks & I have an interview this Friday.
Me and Jack appear as a couple on a live T.V. show.
"Twitters wild" Jack said looking at his phone screen. "Why?" I asked siping my lemonade.
"Our fans think we broke up." he said closing the car door. Our fans?
"What?" I asked. "They think you're a baddie & that you slay & that you're perfect. & That I better not let you go. Because I'm stupid if I did or do." he chuckled. "& I completely agree with them." he smiled I shook my head a smile forming on my lips.
"Why would they think we broke up?" I asked. "We haven't let them know that we never broke up. Since like two months ago." he smiled "We've been together for three though." he smiled. "Three amazing long months together. & years to come." he added as we
"I love you." I said. "I love you more." he smiled.
"Lets shut down those break up rumors.?" I smiled leaning closer to him. "Selfie" I giggled as he captured it on my phone. I was adding a black & white filter to it.
'@ittss_ally Dinner date was perfect with @jackgilisky look at that smile ! 😊💘'
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I smiled Tweeting it. Then shutting my phone screen off. Jack interwined our fingers. "We can come for the car later.?" I said. He nodded "I'll have Johnson pick it up." He said. I shook my head. "Thats rude its fine. I'll-" "Babe. He won't mind. He's Jack Johnson."
"But Jack Johnson doesn't always have to be nice." I argued Jack only laughed which made me gtoan. "You're so cute." he laughed as I rolled my eyes.
Yeah. I don't think I'll be able to let this go. When it's all over. I mean be realistic.
Nothing & I mean nothing. Lasts forever. Look at me & Sammy. My mom & dad. They all said forever and forever only lasted for a few years.. I know Madison has his heart. As much as he reminds me he loves me. Doesn't mean he's in love with me.
