It's the morning after and I couldn't sleep, at all. All I wanted to do was talk to Simon about yesterday, about last night. Why did he act as if nothing happened? Did he feel something in that kiss as I did? Ahh these unanswered questions are frustrating me! Why is he doing this? Why does he make me feels like the only girl in the world, why does he make me feel so precious, fragile like no one is worth touching me? Why does he... He... He make me feel.... Loved? He makes me feel as if he loves me, that he cares and cherishes me, but then switches off the minute reality hits him. It's so annoying, one minute I feel like I'm on cloud 9, the next I'm crashing down to earth. Why does he do this? It's so annoying, I can't bare to feel like that again.
I can't lay on this bed with him anymore, so I decide it's time to make me some breakfast. It was about 10:54 by the time I entered the kitchen, yes I walked that 10 minute walk from the motel to the house in my pyjama's. Brenda and Rodger was already in the kitchen eating what seemed to be an english breakfast.
Brenda: Moorrnninnnggg beautiful, how was your sleep? Breakfast is in the kitchen just grab a plate.
She gave me the biggest awkward smile I ever received. What is it up with this family and pretending that nothing happened after an awkward encounter.
Me: It was good thank you
I enter the kitchen to grab a plate but stop to listen to Brenda and Rodger talking.
*whispers*
Brenda: They had sex!
Rodger: Keep your voice down Brenda, she's just in the other room
Brenda: I walked in on them, my baby Simon was on top of her topless kissing her
Rodger: Atta boy
Brenda: Don't encourage this! He's our son
Rodger: Who is 22 years old and very capable of making his own decisions
Brenda: He-
They stop talking, I guess they realised that I was listening to them as I was taking my time. For fuck sake! Now I have to pretend that I didn't hear that. I straighten up and proceed to walk in the dining with a huge smile on my face. As I enter I stare at Brenda and Rodger who stares at me wide eyed, then they look by the door which I see Simon standing observing the situation.
Simon: Why is it so quiet in this house
Brenda: Why wouldn't it be
Simon: It's never quiet here
Rodger: Things change son, just how people change
I slowly sit in the seat I sat last night.
Simon: You told him didn't you
Brenda: Told who what honey?
Simon: Don't be stupid! I know you told dad what you saw last night
Rodger: She didn't say a thing son
Simon: I KNOW YOU TOLD HIM ME AND LEXI HAD SEX LAST NIGHT!
I choke on my orange juice and everyone stares at me
Brenda: Dear are you okay? Now look what you've done
Simon: Fuck this!
And Simon storms off
Me: I'll go talk to him
Then leave after him
Me: Simon!.... Simon!..... SIMON!!!
I'm screaming his name while jogging towards him. Shit this boy walks fast. Cars are passing us, staring at me as I'm in pyjamas.
Me: Si *pants* mon!
I say while entering our motel room after him.
Me: Simon!
He gets his clothes from the dresser and throws them on the bed. Is he...packing?
Me: Simon stop packing
He ignores my order and continues. I rush to the dresser and stand in front of it blocking him
Simon: Move
Me: No
Simon: Move Lexi
Me: No!!-
Simon: LEXI I SAID MOVE!
Shit! He's never shouted at me like that before, it made my heart stop for a second
Simon: *breathes* I'm sorry I didn't mean to shout at you
Me: You didn't mean a lot of things
Simon: Are you seriously trying to provoke me right now?
Me: No I just... Want to talk to you
Simon: We don't need to ta-
Me: Yes we do! So much has happened and I can't even process it all because I don't even understand it myself! Wtf is happening right now. Why did you just pretend nothing happened yesterday? And why are you so mad at your parents? You're always lashing out on them, they're just tryna be nice
Simon: Don't back my parents, you don't know them, you don't know what they put me through
Me: What did they put you through?
Simon: You don't need to know
Me: So how am I meant to understand what's up with you
Simon: That's the thing! You don't need to understand
Me: Simon I'm worried about you, I'm just trying to help
Simon: You don't need to worry
Me: Sim-
Simon: BACK OFF! YOU'RE NOT MY GIRLFRIEND!
I don't know why but my heart sank hearing those words. It's not like they're not true but, I think deep down inside me I wanted it to be
Me: You're right, it's none of my business. I'm sorry.
I moved out of his way and head to the door.
Simon: Wait
Simon grabs my arm and pulls me to him
Simon: Ahh I really need to stop hurting you
Me: You didn't hurt me
Simon: Lexi-
Me: You didn't, you don't need to feel sorry for me, I was the one who stepped out of line, I'm not your girlfriend, it's a fact. I'm not-
Simon: But I want you to be
Pause. What! The! Fuck! Did! He! Just! SAY!
I stare at him with shock, I couldn't hide my expression, utter shock
Simon: Yeah, I just said that
Simon says to him self
Me: Uh-h-h
Simon: I'm sorry it..... just came out, I didn't mean to scare you or put you in an uncomfortable position, please discard what I said if that makes this situation any better. Why did I say that? What the fuck Simon
He then starts pacing around the room like a maniac.
Me: Simon
He ignores me
Simon: This is bad, very bad, I shouldn't like her
Me: Simon
He ignores me
Simon: She's my boss' best friend's girlfriend, this is a bloody death wish man what the actual fuck Simon
Me: SIMON!
He stops, stares at me, waiting for a response, a reaction
Me: Calm down!
Simon: Calm down? Calm down?? There's nothing calm about me liking you Lexi! This is a death wish I'm telling you! A fucking dea-
Next thing I know I'm pressing my lips against his, pulling him closer and closer to me, close enough that I could feel his dick bulging through his pants. Simon flips me over on to the bed and climbs on top of me ripping my clothes off (literally) finding any possible way of getting me naked quickly.
We're covered with sheets while struggling for air. Simon looks like an innocent army guy but really he is a monster in bed, we did soo many positions that I didn't know existed till now. He really wore me out.
Simon: This shouldn't have happened
Me: Why? *pants* didn't you have fun?
I said while playing with his dick under the covers
Simon: Stop
I don't stop
Simon: LEXI STOP!
Me: Oh my fucking God man! Why do you keep doing this?
Simon: I'm trying to protect you here... And keep me alive
Me: Protect me? Are you kidding me? From who your dick? Because if so I don't want to be
Simon: Lexi you know who
Me: Do you like me or not?
Simon: Of course I do bu-
Me: What's the problem then? Let's give this a shot see if it leads us anywhere
Simon: Lexi you're in a relationship
Me: Not anymore
Simon: You br-
Me: Yes we broke up.... A very long time ago and I'm happy that we did so lets just give this a chance
Simon: I don't know
Me: Come..... On.....It.....would......be...... fun
I kiss him on the lips after every word
Simon: Lexi
Me: Simon
I slowly stroke his dick, while kissing his neck, taking my time gripping it gently as I pick up speed. I slowly move my kisses to his lips, as I was about to kiss his lips I increased the tightness of my grip.
Simon: Ahhh Ahh alright alright
Me: *giggles* Alright what?
Simon: *chuckles* Alright..... Will you be my girlfriend Alexis Ford?
He says in a deep and husky voice that immediately turned me on.
Me: mmm I don't know
Simon: What!
He turns me over and pins me to the bed
Me: Ahaha oh my gosh Simon!
He starts kissing and sucking my naked body
Simon: You better answer me or I'll torture you
Me: Torture me? Like hurt me?
Simon: I would never hurt such a beautiful being
He said in a deep and husky voice while having his lips basically on mine but not really
Me: Torture me how then?
Simon starts rubbing on my clit then stops and smirks at me
Me: You wouldn't
Simon: Try me
He slowly goes under the covers to where my vag is and starts licking it, slowly. I give off a little moan which he then started going fast and deeper
Me: Simon
He sucks harder and harder, my body's shaking, I couldn't catch a breath, I grab on to Simon's long hair pulling him deeper in me wanting more. As I was at the point of release, he stops.
Me: Nooo! SIMON! What?
I wine
He comes from the cover and laughs
Me: Si-mon!
I'm out of breath at this point
Simon: Don't like it do you? That's what you did to me, pay back.
He goes back under the cover a proceeds to torture me even more. He wouldn't let me come and, every time he stops at the peak, it hurts even more, makes me want even more, crave even more.
I'm at the peak now and I can't take it
Me: Simon *pants* please *pants* don't stop. Please I'm begging you *pants* let me have this
Simon doesn't say a thing but, he doesn't stop, he might actually give it to me. I tug his hair to pull him closer.
Me: Yes!
This is it, I'm gonna cum, finally!
Me: Ahhhh
I'm at the peak of the peakest, I've never been this horny, this desperate in my life.
Me: Yes *pants* Simon
As I'm about to release... Simon stops!
Me: SIMON!!! NOO STOP!!
Simon: *laughs* I have stopped
Me: No I mean, stop torturing me
Simon ignores and kisses me
Me: Simon
He ignores and kisses me again
Me: Simon!
Simon: Not nice is it?
He said in a playful way
Me: What-
Simon: You didn't answer my question Lexi
Me: What question?
Simon: Would you be my girlfriend?
I smile a little
Me: Ohh
Simon: Ohh?
He looks at me straight in the eye taken aback as he's shocked to what I've said
Me: Yes! If course I'll be your girlfriend
He smiled and we kissed endlessly
