I Can Be Your Bad Boy

5:30 A.M. *CAUTION: STRONG, EMOTIONAL CONTENT*

McKayshla's POV: 

I've been up all night. 

Crying, thinking, tweeting, and looking a mess. 

Like always. 

Nothing unusual. 

No one is in the house, but me. 

Mom is out with Pattie. 

I'm glad she's having fun. 

I've been sitting against my room wall in sweats, Justin's loose V-neck, my hair tied up in a high-loose bun, and I'm wearing my running tears as an accessory. 

I've never been so humiliated, embarrassed, disappointed, and so disgusted ever in my life. 

I've been so bored on twitter crying. 

TWITTER: 

@McKayshlaBermudez: Single :'( sorry guys... 

@McKayshlaBermudez: WORST prom ever. 

@swaggy_3194: @McKayshlaBermudez NOOOOOOO! NOOOO!! NO!!!! YOU GUYS WERE SO CUTE, WHAT THE HELL?! 

@McKayshlaBermudez: @swaggy_3194 I know, I know...I'm sorry :'( 

@McKayshlaBermudez: Got me up all night... 

@bieberscyrus: @McKayshlaBermudez HELL TO THE NO! YOU GUYS WERE SO ADORABLE! WHY? WHY? WHY?

@McKayshlaBermudez: @bieberscyrus I know, we were :( I'm sorry. 

@McKayshlaBermudez: I hate cheaters :'( 

@McKayshlaBermudez: Cheaters ALWAYS get caught.  

@McKayshlaBermudez: Sorry is just a word that I can give two shits about. 

@Alex_Cruz: @McKayshlaBermudez SURPRISE!!!!! 

@McKayshlaBermudez: @Alex_Cruz O M G, GET OUT OF MY MENTIONS YOU STUPID ALIEN LOOKIN' ASS BITCH!!!

@McKayshlaBermudez: Thanks for recording...I'm glad you had fun. @SelenaGomez 

@LilZa: @McKayshlaBermudez I am so sorry for what happened...just know Im here to talk. A NIGGA GOT YO BACK GIIIIRRRRLLL 

That made me smile. 

Oh Za. 

@McKayshlaBermudez: @LilZa That made me smile...thank you for your support :) Means a lot...

I regret everything.

Saying I love you. 

Being envolved with Justin. 

Having sex with Justin. 

Oh God. 

I lost my virginity to Justin and we're not together. 

God, I hate and regret everything I did with Justin.

I breathed out and sniffed.

I got a headache from thinking. 

Poufy eyes from crying so much. 

And a pale face with a river flowing down it. 

I need a damn Tylenol.