I Can Be Your Bad Boy

Balcony

JUSTIN'S POV: 

I shouldn't have said McKayshla was suffocating me. 

That was pretty hurtful. 

I mean, she doesn't suffocate me.

I love when she's around me. 

I love when she's in my arms all the time. 

I don't know why I told her that. 

I guess I felt that way once. 

I don't know, but I do feel horrible for telling her that. 

I mean, if she ever told me that I would be hurt. 

I should apologize. 

But then again, I don't think I should. 

We wouldn't be in this argument if she didn't let me explain. 

She always has to walk away from arguments and I always have to chase her ass all the time. 

And I'm not gonna do it. 

I went into the living room, "Where's Mickey?"

"She left," Lilly answered.

"Where?" I asked.

"I don't know, she just said she's going out," Lilly said. 

"Can you call her, she won't answer my calls?" I asked. 

Lilly breathed out, "if she snaps on me, I'm gonna snap on you," she pulled out her phone dialing her number and put it on speaker. 

It kept ringing until it stop. 

I heard her breathe out, "What Justin?" she said softly. 

"Wrong person," Lilly joked. 

"Oh," she chuckled, "I thought Justin was trying to call me off of your phone, he's been calling me nonstop." 

"So I've heard," Lilly chuckled. 

McKayshla giggles, "Yeah."

"Where did you go?" Lilly asked. 

"I'm at my house." 

"Where in your house?" Lilly questioned.

"In my mom's room on the balcony," she answered. 

"Why the hell are you on the balcony?" Lilly furrowed her eyebrows. 

"It's nice out here, why the hell are you asking me so many questions?" 

"Just wondering," Lilly shrugged. 

"Alright, well I'm gonna let you go," she spoke softly. 

"Okay, I love you," Lilly cooed. 

She giggled, "I love you too Lilly." 

"Tell her I said I love her," I whispered. 

"Oh and Justin said he loves you," Lilly said. 

"Bye Lilly," McKayshla said then hung up. 

"Ouch," Lilly tossed her phone to the side, "What did you do to her." 

"I accidentally said she was suffocating me," I said. 

"Justin what the hell?!" 

"I know, I know, I didn't mean to, it just came out," I defended. 

"How do you accidentally tell someone they're suffocating you?" she asked. 

"I don't know Lils, it just came out," I breathed out, "I just need to talk to her and tell her what's on my mind and how I didn't mean it."