{CyberStar} G-Dragon Fanfiction (GD x OC)

Truth

Chapter 24


"Sooooo... What's going on?"

GD placed his arms on either side of my head after I closed my apartment door.

He drove me home after dinner and his voice became serious the moment we were alone.

"I..."

How should I start this?

From my past? From his name? Or from him being two completely different people?

"What made you pass out?"

"I saw..." I bit my lips we I recalled the scene with him and the girl actress. "You."

"You saw me?"

"I saw G-Dragon...." I looked into his chocolatey eyes as I started to lean in. "Are you G-Dragon?"

"Of course I am." One of his eyebrows rose making his face look interestingly handsome.

"Then... I love you." I mumbled the last part causing him to blush and then smirked.

"I know. I love you too." He was about to close in the space between us, but I turned my head to the side.

"And that's the problem... I only love G-Dragon, the playful outgoing boy on stage."

"What are you talking about Celia?" His hot breath tickled my cheek as his dazed eyes seemed saddened yet confused.

"... Every night I blew a kiss to a G-Dragon poster and watch his videos. I was so obsessed with G-Dragon, he became my shield to my love life. He was the ultimate boy, a boy who will never cause me pain by loving." I spilled all these out with a reddened face.

It felt so weird to tell it to my idol right in front of him, but I have to tell it straight to him.

"He...? Do you not love me?" He's soft voice heightened in volume and I cringed.

I stared at the boy who had lost all confidence and control and saw the person wearing these disheveled expressions:

Jiyong.

"... No."

Jiyong took his arms back to his side as his bangs covered his eyes.

"Earlier, in the clinic, you struggled with my name... You like me... Still."

I did...

"I saw G-Dragon and Jiyong at the same time... Now I can see the two separate you, and I only love one of them."

Jiyong poked his eyes through his bangs to glance at me from the side.

"Celia... You confuses me. Do you like me or not?"

"I like a part of you."

I guess I could say that... Since G-Dragon was just an acted out character.

"What can I do?" Jiyong faced the window and then started to sing. His posture changed and the G-Dragon vibe immediately appeared. "Hey gurl." GD smirked as he turned around and I blushed.

"G-Dragon..." I slowly buried my head into his chest and felt guilty for my change of emotions.

"... I see." Jiyong ripped me off of him and headed for the door. I grabbed his arm and stared at him with sad eyes.

"I'm sorry Jiyong."

He didn't look back at me.

"It all make sense now."

That was the last thing he said before leaving me.

Ack. What's wrong with me? ... I just hurt Jiyong... And myself...



"Why the long face?"

I peeked up from my hair to see Louie standing in front of me with a questioning expression.

"Hey Louie..." I burrowed my head back into my arms and closed my eyes.

I didn't sleep last night. I couldn't fall asleep due to what happened with Jiyong.

Does he hate me now? Or does he still love me?

I felt someone beside me on the couch and that person's hands held my shoulders.

"Tell me what happened?" Louie asked and I exposed my tired face for him to see.

"I don't know... It's personal."

"I must know what happened to my dear employees." He cooed into my ears and I giggled.

"Louie... Is it possible to love someone's other self rather than their original self?"

Louie's face became more confused before nodding in understanding.

"Hmm... Like a two faced person?"

"No, it's nothing negative. Just, different."

"Like... They changed over time?"

"No, it's a simultaneously."

"Oh!" Louie snapped his fingers as if he had figured it out. "It's their personality!"

"Personality?"

"Aha, that must be what it is! A person can act differently depending on where they are or who they're with. You're just seeing that example! It's still the same person."

I pondered at his wise words as I unconsciously nodded.

I get it now.

G-Dragon was just another personality of Jiyong's.

So G-Dragon exists!

"Thank you so much Louie!" I stood up on my feet and was about to reach for my phone before Louie grabbed my arm.

He pulled my body into his chest and then wrapped his arms around me, hugging me by the waist.

"That person you speak of is not stable. If they don't act the same when they're with you, then they can't possible love you back the same either. I would not recommend you to be with them. They would break your heart if you don't love both sides of them." Louie's puzzling words echoed in my mind. I was able to grasp the important ones.

They can't love you back the same.

Jiyong said he loves me right?

They would break your heart if you don't love both sides of them.

Jiyong or G-Dragon?

"What should I do then Louie?" I peered up to meet with his seafoam green eyes.

Wow. He's actually really gorgeous. He's probably got a lot of experience in romance....

"You forget them, and start over."

"What? How would that-"

"Listen. If you don't love the whole of the person, you don't love them at all. And that person doesn't sound stable enough to love you no matter how many personalities they posses."

"But-"

"Trust me, it won't work." Louie held me tight in his arms as his face leaned closer. "You should love someone more stable..."

My heart raced and I pushed Louie back.

"I'll think about it. Thanks." I scooted away from him and grabbed my phone.

[Jiyong. Can we talk again? Let's meet up at 4. Please be there. I need to see you.]

I must tell Jiyong my feelings.

Louie can't be right. Jiyong will answer. We're start anew.

I just hope he'll be there to find out about the truth.

The truth, of me, loving Jiyong.