This just in Blair Anderson the fashion designer Lisa Anderson's daughter is going to attend public school? She's been on private school since she started. Hope you enjoy public life Blair. I'll keep you posted!
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Blair Anderson h...
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I haven't been sleeping well lately, I don't even know why. Maybe it's because senior year is a quarter of the way over. Maybe it's because I don't know what I'm going to be doing after I graduate or maybe it's because I don't know how Josh and I will end up.
Hopefully everything will work out and maybe I'll start sleeping better after a few more nights. Anyways, the date with Josh a few nights ago went extremely well. Since we're officially dating again I go to his house sometimes and sometimes he comes up here.
Our relationship is working out way better than it was last time. I'm actually currently laying in Josh's bed as I was cuddled up to him, I was tired but I didn't want to fall asleep.
"You look tired, babe." Josh told me as he looked down at me. I lazily looked up at him with a sleepy smile on my face.
"I'm fine." I told him, just as I said that I yawned. He laughed and started rubbing my back.
"Go to sleep." He said to me as he continued rubbing my back. It felt so good if I'm being honest, it just relaxed me.
"I don't want to be bad company." I told him as I leaned half way on top of his and put my chin on my hand which was laying on his chest. I was looking up at him too.
"Have you slept lately? Have you at least got three hours of sleep each night?" He asked me concerned.
I shook my head, "No, I can't sleep. I don't know why. It might have to do with our senior years almost being half over or it could have to do with me worried that something will happen between us." I explained after I said all this I let out a sigh.
"You're having doubts about us?" Josh asked, I quickly shot up shaking my head violently.
"No. No, Josh... I'm not having doubts. I love you and I know that you love me. I'm just worried that somebody will come along and it'll ruin everything." I told him, finally getting this out made a lot of pressure get off my shoulders.
"Blair, nothing's going to happen. Get some sleep and I'll reassure again when you wake up." He told me softly, I laid down again.
"I'm sorry Josh, it's not that I don't trust you." I told him as I put my arm around his torso.
"I know. Get some sleep." He told me then kissed my forehead.
This was what I needed, him comforting me and having his arms around me.
This is the best place to get rid of all the negative thoughts.
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A/N:
Sorry this chapter is so short, I hope you enjoyed it anyway. This story is so close to being over and I'm getting sad but I'm thinking about adding extra bonus chapters.
